Xiao teacher after falling ill, he could only stay with students in physical play on the playground.
two years of separation, Xiao teachers exchange feelings with his wife by telephone.
Xiao teachers quarters piled around drugs.
home in the main city, working in more than 100 kilometers outside the small remote village, the couple separated for many years, endured pain and suffering -
Qijiang remote village in his little wife in good condition the main city. Have the opportunity to return to the city several times to work with his family, he refused.
he has emphysema, pulmonary function is only 18% of normal, may at any time to leave the world, has never requested a day off. His wife said: When asked why, he remained silent.
28 years, the loneliness, pain, in his words, has become a habit.
yesterday, when the first ray of sunshine accompanied by the crisp morning, the birds through the trees, projected onto the sill of the bedroom when Xiao Dalun, he stood in the empty playground.
children had arrived, he was a man on the playground, to be precise, the whole hill head to him a man - even if the children came, not too many 17 people only.
56-year-old Xiao Dalun coughing, coughing, shaking him violently brought dozens of like walking steps, and some breath.
cold day - and this time of year, and he wondered if should get through the winter. Last year, he's also normal for 52% lung function, this year, suddenly dropped to 18%.
playground side of the Chinese rose and onions Portland,
mbt sport shoes, was 17 years ago he went to the village-hour lead the children of papaya species. Now, take a still, past glory of the school already become so depressed, the number of students now reduced from 300 to more than 17 people, including 8 or preschool child. Past nearly 20 teachers are early career change, or transferred to better schools - in addition to Xiao Tailun.
7 years, papaya Qijiang most remote village is small, he used to stand by a man
Here, there may be some children to drop out of school. Adjust the township formed in 2002, the Board of Education for revocation of the small village of papaya, the villagers do not agree: grade and preschool. From this year on a voluntary leave of Xiao Dalun, became the only teacher in the school. Until two years ago, the center before the school hired a local woman to help him with the preschool.
school was extremely poor,
mbt shoes on sale, has long been the playground of decadent on a wooden backboard, top full of holes, collapsed brick half ping-pong table, classroom, bumpy ground,
online mbt, most of the windows of the wooden flute has been worm bore rotten. No glass, heavy rainfall, rainwater will be floated into the classroom. Fortunately, not many students, Xiao Tailun will focus placed in the middle of the classroom desks.
this summer, the school's water pipes broken, water from a kilometer away to the foot to go pick. Every morning, Xiao Tailun will find the playground side has two barrels of clear spring water until the water pipes repaired. Later, he knows that it is near the 70-year-old villager on behalf of Li and Li Ming,
mbt lami shoes, 58, learned he was sick and India were not carrying water, the rotation for his pick.
the teacher.
28-year-old Yao Yumei Xiao Dalun students was: Yao Yumei clearly remember 16 years ago, Shaw first came into the classroom the teacher saying: water, emphysema of the torture, would like to wait until retirement
1995 年 6 months, Xiao Dalun ill, the cause was just a little cold. He taught classes for the exam to graduate, sustained fever Xiao Dalun no time to heal - to a county hospital, takes at least a day.
So he dragged the children until two weeks after the examination is completed, did not expect to actually dragged into the pleural effusion, emphysema, loss of ability to work from.
few years ago, Xiao Dalun do not feel serious, can last 10 years, he clearly felt that to die, let alone climbing, and even more slowly in the flat on the road a few steps away are tired out of breath. Multi-station for a class to feel shortness of breath, but he refused to put a stool at the edge of the platform, it can not stand to make several deep breaths to the window, and then support the children in the class podium.
do not have a child knows the teacher is sick.
time, Xiao Dalun and stay on the podium, a child will be his bench-side to the podium, so that the teacher sit down. That the children see the teacher Xiao tears.
Xiao teacher never had a day off so please, even if the hospital makes use of the holidays. Last summer, the doctor check his lung function is only 52% of normal, long ago, his illness has increased, so also feel more connected that point not on the air, the lung function has been reduced to 18%.
doctor told him to take medicine every day, at any time oxygen, Peng Xiaoling to an oxygen bag for her husband can not pressurized oxygen bag, seal well, charge can only control one day.
central leaders of the school let him rest, Xiao Dalun also feel that the medical treatment, and can be seen when he returned to school the children, he could not convince myself to leave them: Xiao Peng, a mother in the side, all the other children left behind, some barefoot board the name of the winter, I go, no teacher willing to come, they go to study? willing to give him free treatment, Xiao teacher happy for a while, may condition that call. Xiao Dalun decide immediately died out: , because the chalk lung irritation, and said he once cold, can cause sudden shock and death.
, but she knew her husband so their lives for is not money, but a spiritual support - dedicated to the education of the students love. say to wait until retirement age of 60.
28 years, he used to loneliness, his wife also used his have fulfilled their obligations. But since married, he and his wife have been living the life that separated the two, has a full 28 years.
Xiao Dalun locals, 1975 Pass in the neighboring village of Little as a teacher, the understanding of the educated youth from the city of Chongqing Peng Xiaoling. Two fall in love, in 1981, back to the city after Peng Xiaoling and he formed the family.
1982, the Peng Xiaoling to contact her husband in the main city of a good unit, but he refused: Peng Xiaoling as construction workers with his father to son in law school when the construction workers, Xiao Dalun father heard the words: the one open class, the principal is satisfied with the decision to accept him. Can fill in a form that afternoon, he quietly slipping into Qijiang without telling his wife, Peng Xiaoling nearly fainted with anger.
have been very happy, my son is very happy.
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this way, the silly Xiaoda Lun gave up the opportunity again and again to stay in Qijiang, leaving a small village in the papaya.
son in elementary school, was smashed head wall, then communication developed, Peng Xiaoling finally find someone with a letter to her husband, Xiao Dalun still wait until the weekend to come home. Can be scolded every time after, she chose the understanding and support of her husband she has grown used to such
Papaya Village Xiaojian in the 70s of last century, is located on a hill head, the most recent farm, all in the foot. After school, dilapidated school buildings as a dark castle, no trace of anger.
Xiao Dalun bedroom upstairs, through no street lights in the corridors, the classrooms in the middle of two rows of abandoned. A rice cooker is cooking cook his only tool.
since 2002, live in the school teacher, he was alone. During the day, he is a teacher, after school,
mbt anti shoes, schools empty, he is lonely night watchman.
for failing to install closed-circuit, Xiao Dalun there is no TV, the only way to send voice the whole school, is a old-fashioned radio, the received signal is not good. After school, let alone Xiao Dalun radio has been open, not off, in spite of the noise emanating from the sound still sound than the host.
Xiao Dalun remember the village in 1992, arrived in papaya hours, did not the tree around the classroom, but now, the paulownia tree outside the window of lush than the two-story school building has been even higher. Summer, often see a snake in the branches swing plate.
night of the toughest, Xiao Dalun to try to class prepared to stay into the night, looking for something to do. Is lonely, give his wife to call, or listening to the insects is called the window, looking out at the woods a daze.
from teaching 34 years ago, Xiao Dalun taught thousands of students, some of them to complete my college education, and some made fortunes, some have their own children, but the Xiao Dalun illness is still a small village in this remote, alone adhere.
married 28 years, over ten thousand homesick day and night, Xiao Dalun not tell how he is come, he only said: , you have to do to meet their obligations.