first met, I'm 27, she 19, we have a difference of 8 years old
she said, you always can do what my dad was friends.
I smiled, 8, 27 and 19 years of age difference, unlike 37 and 29 poor 8-year-old, who are two of the world.
we love, and she likes to call me daddy.
always stick around, sitting on my lap, Dad, you said I'll go to the interview is good, or better and students to sing?
I like this feeling, strangely enough, I actually like it.
When a girl bring your dad, you feel that you should definitely be spoiled for her is unconditional, when she was in bed, sweating is called, Daddy, faster, even faster when the . It was exciting, really great people to animal hair, when she obediently lying in your arms, Kandie with you when you give her to eat chicken wings, she took to the inside of your mouth, then his fingers just sip a sip the sauce, and then spoiled to say that I filial piety, right? - When she good clever.
This is just a secret between us, when we go out together on the street, look so good fit, she took my arm, I walked lightly, in the crowd, her seem so mature , such a capability, but home, she was thoroughly exposed the nature of children, she was 19 years old, in the face of a loved one, 9-year-old can not be overemphasized.
do I have gradually found that the beginning of the new and exciting have become suspect, she really just like my daughter, always asking, I am good or as good? Always mischievous, always the day after I scolded her at school to give me the news that my father, I was wrong, I'm sorry. The pressure of my work that I have this lovely girl a dependency. I like him and I do a disservice to the tone and facial expression, I just loved her constantly, gradually, it is greater than the love of pets This and daughter what is the difference? What is the difference and really her daughter?
Should not his girlfriend and you have the spirit of communication that people?
Should not between lovers to support each other it? I'm tired.
I said we separate it, maybe you really only suitable for my daughter. She said, Daddy you're not going to give me find a stepmother? I looked at her, laugh and cry.
she said, that you will hurt me? Like father, like daughter, pain, and I said Well, I will.
she was gone, eyes with tears, asked me, Dad, I can find a boyfriend?
I have a new girlfriend, and I generally large. She has no news, we re less contact. I gradually forgot her girlfriend well, we are together, I was quiet, not so tired, she was so understanding, I began to have confidence in the work to pick up only occasionally think, there was a girl call me daddy.
had met her once in a bar, holding my hand out to his girlfriend when she and a group of men and women frolic with the owner came in, she did not see me, but I noticed her hair long.
day a few months later, My girlfriend and I are ready for bed, she called and it is raining outside, she stood in front of my house, and said too late, can not return to quarters, asked who came girlfriend , I said I know a little sister, she was stunned, but immediately call the sweet, good wife. I gave her another room to the bedroom to sleep.
middle of the night unable to sleep, go to the bathroom on the toilet, a door almost in panic, she was wearing jeans and sitting on the toilet in a daze, I asked what she was doing, she just looked at me, Dad.
to our edgy crowd in another room, the room we are each other's clothes off each other, kissed each beast, I suddenly thought of condoms in my bedroom with his girlfriend, she said it does not matter, come.
the dark I hold her and asked her all right now, she said yes.
returned to the bedroom, his girlfriend got up and smoking in bed, I asked her what most of the night smoking cigarettes, and she lightly looked at me and said I in the calculation of the time, a cigarette five minutes, I want to see How long have you on the toilet. Then Yi Zizi Road, let her go.
early the next morning, she had disappeared, left a note that the wife, I'm sorry, Dad is a good man. Women laugh a cry to see me, what a mess? Took a cell phone went off to work.
once to see her again a few months later, also in a bar, I find it very strange how I occasionally go to bars, how each met her, she actually is the bar DANCINGQUEEN, she has not asked me whether I had the Tiantiandexiao, Dad, I filial bar girl, and I out of the bar, back to find her standing in the doorway, wearing a little cute, far in the lower abdomen with the palm of your hand, drew a circle.
This action makes me puzzled for a long time, at home, with the key into the lock twist of the moment, a sudden drop of whole body cold sweat was oozing from every pore.
night does not matter, she said, come.
I call her cell phone, no one answered, I dial, pick up, I gave phone call, you do not so headstrong! Suddenly the phone was somehow my girlfriend asked, you say?
afford to think I am a man, yes, this is planned, she come to my house, and I **, and I call her phone, she watched phone does not pick the first pass, and then I dialed the second number of times when quickly moved to my girlfriend on the phone.
her acting is not so wrinkled brow, me the creeps.
we're together, she had said, and I was born to a child, called her mother, let him fall in love with his mother, she called my father, we are incest family. I think she was very cute.
Actually I do not know that she draw a circle in the stomach and what is not mean, I do not sure whether she was really pregnant, but I began to understand that she never thought that my child, she was too know me, from the start she would know me, she can make me an action wits, I always thought she was very naive.
Originally, I was wrong from the start, people sometimes like to pretend to go to solve any problem, in the end stretched, I think I should take the initiative to confess lenient.
my surprise, my girlfriend and I did not know that night, \
know what Dad meant.
she sneered to see me, I try to have the courage to face her.
tried to make her the courage to face my future with his girlfriend.
Unfortunately, there is no future the.
girlfriend gone, I am a person living in the empty room for three days, suddenly jumped up and ran to her daughter's school.
I stopped her at the school gate.
action that day, that what you mean?
what action? She blinked at me.
my eyes closed, sighing.
She smiles, sunny.
I Ruzhui freezer.
thumbs appreciation towards her, then could not speak.
sweet she smiled, as only a small fox, a male ran far.
Sorry, class late.
boyfriend? I Xiezhuo Yan, looked at her. She spit at me
tongue, hand round the boys walked to school
back door waving goodbye to my father.
boys asked suspiciously far, Dad?
identified it! She laughed, as two people slowly leave the early spring sunshine.
evening, she and the boys came, our guest.
me quietly, \
me \
boy timidly looked at me, I nodded at him.
to just buy the disc out! Dad here sound good!
sound is when I bought her, I would like throwing money in such a place, she was in the next, see getting scared.
Gee, it was expensive.
you died!
how things would be so expensive? Dad, you buy this doing here.
Hello wordy ... ...
En ... ... Duzui.
I sound completely opened up, put their dishes into them, she and the boys sat on the sofa.
me ... ... go to the kitchen, they do eat.
see if they buy a pass dish, I really turned up their noses, completely not interested with them to see.
I put fries, fruit, chicken wings end to the coffee table.
eat eat, I said, Chengsi you.
Thank you uncle. Boys said.
Uncle ... ...
I really want to strangle him.
blink of an eye at her, dumbfounded front wings.
fear is the thought of the scene before it.
you take your time.
uncle you do not see it?
Boys asked me this child is really stupidly charming.
reading I went to my room, I told you there is a generation gap.
boys really sensible, if very sympathetically nodded.
gap she heard the word, a wink at me fly.
spirits.
I went back to the room, to his girlfriend to write MAIL.
I proposed to her, wanted her to marry me.
outer room screaming. I'm scared to go out
. What is it?
drank a Coke. She took a Coke bottle
blatantly at me.
I buy below! Boys rub his feet
you give me to sit down! She denounced the road, smiling, looking me, Dad, you love me, right?
I smile, I buy it.
that good boys love her, watching her eyes are panic.
so she should not lie to him, use him.
this weekend, do not work? I smiled at her, staring at her asked.
every weekend she would be a bar DANCINGQUEEN.
that boys do not know, sure enough, his eyes wide open and looked at her and go to work?
She smiled at me and
do not have my father raised, Why should I work? She stared at me.
're right. I sigh.
downstairs to buy Coke, and suddenly felt like crying, holding a Coke upstairs, opened the door.
they are kissing.
heard the door open, boys want to break free, she Guzhu her.
does not matter, for when the good in their own homes. I kindly said, the coke on the table.
also moved in a chicken wing.
me back into the house, vaguely heard.
him in the end is you who you?
dad ah.
Really?
do not believe go away!
fact, on the night of the things I remember was not very clear.
came to a little more, I toss and turn in the bedroom when she pushed open the door.
you want me to buy? Daughter? I looked at her scornfully.
she begged, looking at me, not saying a word, I suddenly soften around her, how do you in the end?
Do not rush me.
I looked at her eyes, suddenly remembered a good many such a night before, her mischievous face in front of me, here is how familiar she was, here was her home.
how to do if his girlfriend back? I asked myself?
My girlfriend and I no longer possible.
to her, I said, I will love this life, like father like her, pet her.
Perhaps, tonight, things will turn, perhaps, I will start with her.
you want to live down? I asked her.
grace. She nodded heavily.
I agreed, to my surprise, she immediately turned to the living room happily the guy screaming, my father agreed to the matter, we go to sleep.
I looked at her blankly, and he lived here?
he is my boyfriend, ah, you mean that I can find a boyfriend?
I feel my heart trembling with rage, yes, she was playing me, she exhausted her 19-year-old intellectual who loved playing with her man.
I think I will not play but you.
Well, I smiled, of course.
we look at the person, and she stared at me fiercely, Xiong Baba.
had countless times, she'd stare at me when we're together, when she is not happy, she will loudly announce that I'm angry! Du Zhuozui
then sat there the whole person.
good friends, I threatened her, and then sell you behaved!
she looked up at me with this look, staring at me, Xiong Baba.
then jump up, arms around my neck, like a baby Road, Dad, I look scary?
Admittedly, when she looked at me, I did not feel fear. However, the heartache, such as twisted.
they went to bed, stereo, television, all to do with.
I took off, suddenly saw a disc they just bought.
\time she pulled back, I began to bunk. Later, I took she was not looking to dish to find out, thrown away.
she saw countless times, seen all recite the lines, but also to find someone to actually read it again today.
this madman.
put away the living room, I returned to the bedroom, just to get their side of the room opened, she opened the door, laughs and says
father.
Why?
by a cap.
what?
by a cap
I * your uncle!
She just looked at me, and after a while, their heads and began breaking off a finger - you are my father, my uncle is ... ...
my tears suddenly streaming down.
that night in my mind there are two versions. In the first version, I was lying in the bedroom of the big bed, with bulging eyes beads at the ceiling, despite the screams next door to a flood wave after wave of joy coming, I jumped out of bed, turning me to pound cabinet looking for cotton ear plugs.
no doubt, I have deliberately turned earth-shattering in the Fan Nong process, my mind repeated abandoned Jour a classic image, hair disheveled, and the frequency is very swift action, but also and tic symptoms, if you have seen the play Nicolas Cage's \The only found in two pieces holding Bondi Band-Aid, there are even a teddy bear, a bunny. It was her last fell down the stairs, and I bought for her, she felt too cute, do not want posted. So I ripped them, attached to the forehead, the whistling breath.
In the second version, the next is very quiet, seems very pure, but most quiet in the brain becomes the voice of terror, they are now doing? What position they? No sound, they will not under the lamp on the package of Durex English grammar, right?
Dad, this stuff is what good fun.
Dad, do not you wear this sick?
father, which resembled the neck was tightly reined ah.
Dad, will the blood inside the back ah?
I go out, three in the morning, to the girlfriend's house, the lights.
I knocked on the door, she opened the door.
is a relative.
She looked at me surprised.
can come sit down, I said, suddenly found themselves voice is dumb.
how do you? She asked, and you cried?
not, I want to hold you. I said
That night I spent in the girlfriend's house, this is my life the most surprising of the night.
I live in the home ex-girlfriend broke up because I was his former girlfriend forced out a living from their own home.
ironic it, life is like this.
girlfriend for me, make beds, of course, funny, she played for me in the ground floor.
her bed, I sleep to.
Once parted, the most confined space should separate out the furthest distance.
I lay on the floor, listening to his girlfriend quiet and even breathing.
want to spend my life with them. She slept so peacefully
.
she agree?
she rolled over. When she stood up
not changed the frequency of breathing.
She did not sleep, she Zhuangshui.
I think she will.
would you marry me? I asked her darkness.
you say?
would you marry me?
not, never will.
I sank down, and why?
She was silent for a long time, Yi Zizi Road
you're too sick, I'm not for you.
did anyone ever tell you what is despair? I just despair of that time.
I was with her most intimate feelings, we work together, work together, the weekend watching movies, strolling through furniture stores, through the diamond store, she would faint smile look at me, make me feel at any time I hold her hand in, she'll be out of my wife.
until one day, the 19-year-old girl through a back, to me their colors.
period of the past, had a lover's private, it just becomes sinister.
I can not go forward, the road all been blocked.
morning on the way home saw the boy and she is going to school, coming towards her hands spread out toward me.
what?
give me some money.
do?
old your house is not good, or to open the room.
OK. Back no retreat, will need subsided further.
the moment, I decided to formally meet the challenge.
I looked at her smile, a finger pointed at the forehead - that close to the location of Bear Band-Aid, laughing.
a total of layers of hell?
I think me and my baby daughter will know soon.
story I have a big drawback, I never like to give figures compiled names, this is a great headache, compared to what I like to call this.
a person has a name, but can have numerous names.
every call is a story.
so this is a no name, only the address of the story.
but I do not know that he and she alone can hold the title long.
to retaliate against a person how many ways?
In fact, the best way to punish her is acceptable.
So I accepted the \Let them free access to my room, as they do as anything.
I remember that time is the most strange time of day, come home, you can see her and the boys sitting at a desk, or watching TV, or get together for homework, that the scene is extremely warm, even in good times,
air force one 25th, the illusion of a sudden I have a strange, long-haired girl sitting across from demonstrably is my daughter, and she is not the heart is I, but the edge of the boys.
She also became tame them, seeing that I looked up my back, obediently Road, Dad, you're back.
Boys Road, uncle.
me back to the pizza they ate them, ask their homework, to accompany them look naive and silly Korean film, when the edge of the boys laughed having seizures, I feel the edge of a pair of cold eyes, watching.
more and more frequently she lived next door in my room, but his boyfriend is mostly dormitory. Every time we are standing at the door, waved goodbye.
Take care. She exclaimed.
free play. I said.
Once I asked the boys to a private photo, he is very strange, but still gave me a license application.
one night I was with her dinner, I quietly got up and clean up after eating dishes, and she looked at me unlimited Resentment.
just learning new songs I sang in high spirits.
I wash the dishes, she hugged me from behind, from the forehead up against my spine, I turned, pocket-fold magnification N goes shot, cheerfully display.
her \
infinitely pernicious she looked at me.
pigs.
filial!
a week later something happened.
girlfriend home from a night out, I hugged her muttering, if you change your mind, be sure to let me know.
day after a week, she changed her mind, but I have no chance to get her.
day I'm at home, buy a pack of cigarettes down temporarily, when they came up found her crying, I ignored her, back to the room,
nike air force, Internet, suddenly found his girlfriend gone in MSN, my heart is not known, immediately Open the chat history.
I rushed up to her room, desperately Zamen, she died not opened.
girlfriend and I tried to start again.
is impersonating me and she turned her severely.
girlfriend feel right, call me at home, she answered the phone, sweet and tender.
play the fool.
open the door! You open the door his mother to me!
not open! Death is not open!
you wait for me!
That night, I went to a bar, called a chicken, take her home.
she stare at me in the living room with a gaudy woman to go home, open the door into the room.
prostitutes undressed and stood before me, display body.
I did not look at her, point out a thousand dollars from the wallet.
name.
name?
bed.
I leaned her and whispered, I do not like you do, you just hard call.
So some things need to professionalism, that chicken is called in my room, I turned frowning at the edge of the magazine.
looking at her puzzled me, fear is never met such a crazy guests.
Ten minutes later, laughing again in my mouth smile.
she came.
she hit the door, hard hit.
open the door! Open the door!
not open,
nike air force ones! Death is not open! My name is directed at the door.
let her roll!
I turn my back, watching the chicken in front of me, do not stop!
began to howl outside the house, she has gone insane.
chickens ** I'd rather not Xiangbao her.
open the door! You give me open the door, she started outside the hard Chuaimen.
her crying the whole ten minutes to go I idly opened the door.
she limp on the ground, crying and shouting at me, let her roll.
This is my home, you roll to roll.
she was gone.
said nothing, silently away.
I close my eyes, I hope never to know her. Open your eyes, I have to go lower body pain bow.
things just the way it ended.
few days later, I received a call that boy, he asked why the days my daughter did not go to school.
my silence.
she disappeared?
phone there silent for a long time.
you do not know she was pregnant? Boys asked me over the phone.
she was pregnant?
Yes.
my heart spasm, is my child?
Yes.
my eyes closed.
the phone to ask: Do you want to ask, we ... ... that night, he smiled.
I do not like girls, he gently say.
all understand. Mo speech
million dead.
the story in general, I found her, we are happy together.
Sorry, this may be that you want to see, is not the story I want to say.
I went to her school, Office of Academic Affairs who said she had to do a drop-out procedures, I went to her bedroom, everything clean up an empty, empty bed, gently flowing pink gauze, That semester, I bought her.
her dorm room that she order something, we all asked her why, she said, smiling, moved her boyfriend Jiaqu Zhu.
we all look with envy at her, guess what.
hold anything against her classmates looked at me, are like I was tangled in the third party.
I went to the bar of her dancing, everyone said she was resigned, I do not believe so go there every day, I grabbed the newly appointed DANCINGQUENN, wishful to sure she knows her whereabouts, and then I been hit.
too far I do verily, I the girl blocking the door in the toilet, she did not tell me, I will not let her come to power, she shrugged and dialed the phone, will come after a Several people, first persuade them, I roll your eyes at them, they dragged me to the bar door pull, after a table, I took a one bottle, and then I was hit.
I crawl back home, sitting at home in front of her wiping her tears over and over dial phone.
no \dial. \
lying on the ground, still journeying laugh.
tomorrow she would be right back, shook my arm and said, Dad, I'm very hungry.
Dad, I teach out of the circle, or like you here.
I laughed so journeying to sleep, I organize the room very clean, I close the door couplets.
the joint is \Three months later I tore
couplets.
crumpled, into his mouth and swallowed hard, and finally lying on the side of the toilet retching.
I'm seriously ill.
common sleep a magnificent sight.
a baby crawling on the ceiling slowly, turned, and her face is no different from normal.
no one saw her.
day after one year, I have something to take a taxi passing through a Teachers College, ** in the window, saw a much exactly the same back with them. I quickly told the driver to stop, I rushed off to catch up to catching her.
back, is a strange girl. Looked at me in horror.
Sorry, I let go.
She laughed, and got the wrong person now.
her to rush to a place not hit a taxi, in order to apologize, I sent her to the destination, her car, and I left her on the phone.
first time together, I have been walking some distance behind her, because they had exactly the same back, I often looked journeying goes back, and then slowly went up, grabbed She said to her, do not leave me.
She shook her head laughing, silly child, I will not leave you.
she was 25 years old, call me stupid child.
Gradually, go together, I back away from her increasingly short distance, when we can finally walk side by side, and I turned to talk to her without a trace of doubt, I her to marry.
I really love her.
no evidence that I do not love her.
love is just a word, the contents vary widely.
I do not love you, does not mean I do not love you.
wedding was very simple, but we are incredibly happy, I did not ask about her past, she worked with who fall in love, she never asked me what in the past. She graduated from the Normal School
, kindergartens and nurseries in which a professor of children.
I quit my job and opened an advertising company, and gradually it has also recruited some people, the acquisition of a car.
weekend, we drove to the suburbs with his wife, was returned to buy some bits and omnivorous dedicated to her local colleagues, my staff.
time, that is so slowly past, I put her picture on the most secret places, secret, are not turning to their own, and not destroyed.
four months and three days after marriage, as usual, I pick up his wife from work.
and a wife is wearing a long skirt, short of a loaded women chat, they sat side by side a long wooden bench on the small green.
a naughty child staggers around in their running around.
wife saw me, smiled and said, This is my husband.
I not daring to move, looked at her blankly.
my daughter, she is no longer a ponytail, long hair flowing down.
shock from the flash in her eyes, too.
Hello, two seconds later, she politely held out his hand, faint laugh.
staggered children hold me legs, teeth to call, Dad.
spring brilliant smile.
wife laugh.
it is not your father.
that year, I am 29, she 21.
people if you day and night in front of you, you can only pretended she did not know, what it feels like?
because she pretended not to know you.
I suspect she never knew me.
she lovingly line and line and the little boy's hair, nodded at us hold up and left.
I'm driving with his wife to dinner, casually asked.
Who is that?
Oh, she is pretty right.
that hey,
air force 1 low shoes, I looked at his wife Xipixiaolian, but inferior to you.
So to talk in his wife met her origin.
first two months of the day, I suddenly saw her across the railing of kindergarten, unlimited eyed, I look back on her.
she looked at me and smiled, I asked her to come in and sit.
Two days later, she brought the child to.
She seems very busy, always the weekend to pick him up, usually the property of our garden care.
wife of the kindergarten day and night boarding of a service.
similar to the orphanage.
how many times that I pick up his wife,
cheap nike air force, my children are playing with building blocks next to me?
I am extremely tired.
tired, go back early, very docile wife.
night, I carried my wife, again and again into her tears.
wife touched my cheek and asked how I was.
I said I love you.
Monday, I leave the company to go there, my wife just surprised me how to give her a surprise, not empty after me.
I found the child, asked his mom OK.
He just smiled and call Dad.
mother seems to teach only the sentence.
second weekend, so I went to there, she was holding the child out with his wife, seems to be able to talk to his wife.
saw me and nodded.
eat a simple meal than to go home. I suggested.
very warmly in favor of his wife, hugged me.
my husband to do chicken wings can be delicious.
I desperately stared at her, she looked terrified wife looked poor children.
good.
I drove them home, a man in the supermarket to buy a lot of food, passing frozen chicken wings,
nike air force one, only that jump in the past.
I did see her eat chicken wings, would think \
home, his wife is with her show our home.
She also did not know every inch. With just a touch of his wife introduced, laughing.
looked at his wife a happy smile, I decided to like her, as nothing happened.
So the meal so very successful, interesting me about the company, she was very happy smile.
drinking, dancing is laughing.
time moments back.
late, so I took her to wife, and she nodded.
downstairs, holding her child, my heart badly.
my car keys in hand, credit card pocket the money.
If at the moment I grabbed her hand, driving a car, from ends of the earth, why not?
At that time, there really is a moment to think, to fight it forget. Forget
really ready to risk everything.
house, company, everything is left to his wife.
this opportunity, no.
but can not.
arrived, however, the word is responsibility.
hate their hate to the bone.
to get downstairs, she said it on here, I took a taxi back.
I grabbed her, when loaded to?
I did not install it? She smiles, still so beautiful, that I do not love you.
do not believe?
I take a deep breath, twice, laughing.
Really?
true! She looked at me very seriously answer. there seems to really clash
sense.
So I laugh, well, that often play. When he finished, or staring at her eyes.
people, always no match for the heart of Victory.
as long as you have no objections. Her eyes smiled complex.
then, she has become our family friends, my wife would go to weekend, I drove to the business district.
her waiting there, two people work together as close as sisters shopping.
bought a pile of messy clothes back, a competition with each other in the room, smiled and let me in competitions.
She said. I said.
She said. !
She said.
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