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2010-08-05 00:55:57 Source: Unknown Views: 19 love at first sight

2000 年 7 16, my first visit to Wuhan, to see User Zuse.
that time, we four girls, the train line, pager rang incessantly. As we scramble to look at the pager message, suddenly have seven or eight boys, I did not understand
over how it is, I saw a boy came up to me, smiling, said: He looks so cool! Although smiling and talking to me, and facial features reveal the melancholy enough to make all the girls heart is one of the move!
Gu Fei stopped, looking down thinking how to describe Zuse. After a child, she said excitedly: Later, Zuse told me to meet me, and he and his friends specifically to scrape together money, hoping to take me to Wuhan, a good stroll. At that moment, I really feel lucky to own: God not only sent a such a handsome boy, but also gave him careful and considerate. They say friends are Jianguang Si, from his look at my eyes, I know, we both love at first sight.
in Wuhan I play back and forth a total of eight days, after returning home, I announced to the parents, the future work I must go to Wuhan. My family in good condition, parents have always been busy with their own business, very little say in my life,polo ralph lauren, so they have been guilty of my heart, no matter what I mentioned requirements, they did their best to satisfy. However, this time they proposed that I first attended a university in Wuhan, so in the future to stay in Wuhan.
So I Zuse began two Acacia life. Zuse did not work, only $ 10 a day spending money. I can not bear to let him go out every day to take the initiative to call him, basically to spend a day of phone bills of nearly 30 yuan. In March 2001, I can not stand the torment of Acacia, an excuse to cram on, with a 5,000 yuan to Wuhan to join with the Zuse.
hell

However, the joy did not last long, I discovered she was pregnant. At a time when Zuse's cowardice and incompetence exposed.
the beginning I heard I was pregnant, Zuse understatement to say to the children removed. He also found a school friend of gynecology, did not expect, this friend is a liar, he will be cheated of our money, the man disappeared.
perhaps to comfort me, and perhaps ignorance, Zuse calmly said, it does not matter now does not remove the child,ralph lauren pas cher, the same can be removed in future. While he was prepared to find his friend, while my money to the family to prepare for contingencies.
I have never experienced this kind of thing, though do not know how to do, but my heart's life seems to feel a vague turned a face, it seems difficult to have peers who can no longer laugh. I am not money to the family, for fear they know I will Masi. I had to find a way to Zuse.
the wrong decision, I had a hell of a life.
Zuse will I settle in Hankou Road, Taipei, a mother at home, then that is good for a month $ 400, food, accommodation. But we had been cheated of money, no money to pay the rent, I can only listen to the hungry growling voice, helplessly watching others eat. You know, I've lived a princess-like life, but ah! 5 years old, his parents bought a piano to explore my musical talent. My hands have never been short of money, but now, I have to experience the taste of hunger.
Zuse only $ 10 per day pocket money to spend 5 dollars to buy a pack of cigarettes, and then I spend 2 yuan to buy steamed buns, steamed like pasta. My day life is maintained by the pasta, not enough nutrition a pregnant woman. Moreover, we also rented a house with broken glass, better that summer, one winter, cold air entered, and direct irrigation, and Zuse did not come home quietly to my quilt cover, I only will all the clothes all heap to themselves.
me the most is not good to think that, no matter how late Zuse should go home, he said that if he did not go home, even the next day, fail to get the $ 10 pocket money. Night, I lay the empty, lifeless house, listening to the roar of the north wind blowing outside, the heart never mind how afraid. I now think of pampered stay in Wuhan, not only hungry, make their own housework, but also bear the psychological torture, I wish I was spur of the moment, planted a bitter pill.
unmarried mothers

arrived at the 2002 Spring Festival, during which I have contact with their parents is the only way to communicate, inform them that I was the school tuition, do not worry. Parents just calm down, gave me to send 3,000 yuan. The money can only turn in my hands called, was Zuse friend cheated. And my belly is growing,franklin et marshall, more and more dangerous, so I very much hope that Zuse to accompany me for the New Year, so a person alone in the house. Can still undaunted, Zuse said, the things he and I, his family did not know, he's inconvenient for me to go home with Tingzhaoduzi New Year.
see him look embarrassed, and I do not want to force him, he came to a night on the Internet network. Internet cafe administrator that I am poor, specially for a room let me rest. I lay in the room the moment, eyes filled with tears: I feel even stranger is not easy, poor me, why Zuse on the heart to make a person stay in the house I do?
2 月 16 is Zuse's birthday, the day his parents gave him $ 200, he excitedly took me to the hotel room, ready to celebrate.
to 3 pm, I was awakened by pain. Just when Zuse out online. I have a pain over and over again, never able to quiet down. To 6 o'clock, I feel like a big hand to the same solution, they came to the toilet. Just to have a sister in the bathroom and cleaning. When I got up she saw faint as to be the same, quickly hold on me. I see the situation right, immediately asked: I had a chance to enter the delivery room, my daughter gave birth out.
later I heard, 7 pm, Zuse also excitedly holding a bowl of flour and snacks into the room. Unexpectedly, I have to go to the hospital. He was the sister hotel to the hospital, the doctor let him pay hospital fees, he deeply across the glass looked at me, immediately rushed to cheat our money went to friend's house. This time, his friend did not Repudiation, four borrowed $ 1000, give us an emergency.
our unmarried news came to my bedside to a number of Praying on people. Fast until I was discharged, my bedside all around over the people, they want me to put the child rushes to them. Later, I passed the selection to a teacher.
in the children given moment, a sudden pain in my heart up. Although I was small, but the mother and even the heart, think from now on I'll never see this child, my heart is like a piece was cut out to wildly raw pain. At that time, I almost do not want their children to someone else. But do not give what way?
The teacher looked at my poor, non-superimpose my 5,000 yuan compensation. I refused to receive this money. Because I am not selling the child, but only temporarily unable to raise her. So I will gain a firm foothold in Wuhan, I will find her. So, I firmly remember the teacher's name.
until I gave birth to a child, Zuse only then do we tell his family. Unfortunately, his family did not see me, just to the Zuse 2,000 yuan, so that he settled the matter.
this way, I took my tired body and soul back home injured.

It so happened, when our family business is facing reshuffle. They do not attend to me alone. Plus I grew up on the performance of well behaved, they told me that tuition thing, has not been suspicious. Only my mother, grabbed my hand, distressed and asked:
encounter true love

2002 September I came to Wuhan university to do so. At this time, I Zuse are getting short, he made me money every day, but no feelings at all between us.
and Zuse in my feelings may not break off when Joe appeared constant.
Joe constant is what I met online. He was the first time I saw I almost fell in love with me. His work in the East Lake, is a standard white-collar workers. Every day after work, he went from East Lake in Wuchang, journeying stood waiting for me downstairs quarters. To be honest, I do not like him. He wore glasses, faces, some acne, do not I like the type. But he obstinately Sipilailian bugging me, asking me to accompany him to dinner.
12 月 18 is the birthday of Joe constant. 10:00 am on he came to my school. Think today is his birthday, I am sorry to refuse him, then eat with him.
one to the hotel, his point of seven or eight dishes breath. I like to eat the food experience, he was anxious to point double. I can not help but be amused him. No one has been a long time I had been so nervous for him, I had a slight favor.
I was living off campus, after dinner, Qiao Hengjian who sent me home. I know this is not good, but do not know how to refuse, so he had to send me back. Unexpectedly, what happened to me ridiculous.
to the winter break, I have to go home the New Year. I heard Joe constant bought tickets the day of departure, things quickly leave the lake from the Hankou Railway Station to send the fight to me. In contrast, Chu Zema tiger is much more, he sent me to the train station on the left.
Zuse did three minutes left, Joe constant hurry to stand in front of me. He carefully put my luggage onto the train's luggage rack, and then told the passenger side, that I was the first time taking a trip, hope they can help me more, do not forget the arrival of a certain call me. I put his nervous laugh, if not I urge him to get off, he will accompany me home.
New Year because I want to give the teacher, therefore, the Spring Festival was over, I returned to Wuhan. At this time, Joe Heng told me to let me have a more comfortable living environment, he deliberately rented a Bedroom to help me, and that he take advantage of my absence, I will drag everything in the past.
I kept complaining that he's too timid, while for me to rent his Bedroom. I saw him pulled out the keys, opened the door, loudly exclaimed: I quickly stepped back, grabbed my can Joe Heng, said: I can not, had to bite the bullet entered.
Heng Joe took me to the bedroom, opened a drawer, placed inside a new women's underwear and pajamas. He said: The new slippers on my feet, I take a bath early break.
I took a night train, naturally a bit tired. So, after the bath, I go to bed slept early on.
not 10, I heard Joe call the constant in the living room: Whether, in short, be sure to get up and eat them at noon her dishes, she has long been on the phone said to eat that some of the dishes. are dreaming. Be spoil, love feeling really good!
clouded

Although Joe constant very nice to me, when I can, after all, and there is no clear break Zuse, constant along with Joe, I occasionally think of Zuse , I feel like I'm sorry like him. In this happiness and self-blame in March 2003, the day I left a letter to Joe constant, then left his home.
back to school, when I walk in the way familiar with the campus when suddenly a man clasped his. I turned and saw that it was Zuse! He kept asking me, why silent on the disappeared, depriving these days, every day, wandering around the campus.
I gently pushed him away, that they want to break up with him. Zuse heard this like crazy, like, after a quite a while, said: Zuse, painful scenes that flashed in front,casque beats, I forget, and with him came the hard times, but these things, in addition to my chest scar left on a road outside, nothing.
While I do not know how to choose the time, there have been dramatic scene: Joe constant that left me a letter, also came to the school, the three of us considered quitting.
they separate the two men talked for a while, then, and Zuse came up to me and asked: suppressed heartache, said:
and Joe Hang with a smile came up to me and before he could speak, I will punch he waved his hand: , unwed mothers like me, only to find a older, or divorced people marry, together with Joe constant, too unrealistic.
Joe constant but do not want to go, follow me like a shadow.
predictable results, I was Joe's love is constant moving, and decided to be with him.
perhaps I was too naive, and we have relations, Joe HSI stretch marks on my stomach asked: Joe constant heart, the more a shadow.
over half a year, Joe constant suddenly asked me: , and told Joe constant truth. Joe Heng hear, has been silent. Out over a long time before saying: he told me a break. When I returned to Wuhan, and he begged to be good. The most unreasonable is that two days before, he also told me made a break. Yuanyuanbenben also told me that he had sought the views of our friends, we say that if this matter affects our feelings, it is best to break up. And as long as I'm not him, he would chat on the Internet. I have had two holidays at home, he has undergone two-night stand. There is even a girl has for him to change his wedding date!
I can not imagine he would do such a thing. But he actually said I must follow him, because in addition to my older people, and divorced or married, no one will marry me!
I really do not know why Joe into such a constant, do I really do not have the right to pursue happiness it? (Text characters as a pseudonym)

[Reporter's notes] Daosheng treasure

finish this manuscript, and my heart heavy. At the moment, any language of comfort care for the Philippines, have become so thin and weak.
not yet come to know things of life care in the season of the Philippine rainy season, prematurely mature. In dealing with some major life issues, the inevitable loss. In her brilliant season of this should be, she had to do to face the problem of unwed mothers in this life, I believe that no matter who, see here, will be sad for the care of the Philippines.
Before I left, I care the Philippines,polo ralph lauren homme, said: you understand the principle: treasure their words and deeds, to understand the loss must have received perhaps understand this truth, you will go more stable future. 相关的主题文章：


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BEIJING, July 29 – A Beijing bar is hosting a three-day blues festival starting on Friday, featuring a dozen bands and soloists from around the world.
Cafe CD Blues, on the Third Ring Road near the Agricultural Exhibition Center, and its previous location a few blocks further south, has been home to the city's alternative music scene since the 1980s.
It has been owned for nearly two years by veteran R&B singer and bass player "Big John" Zhang Ling.
Playing on Friday from 7 pm are Chinese band Little Inn, the US' Peter Muchinson Band, Bobo Stump from Japan, Matt Cooper (featuring Swiss Werner Fischer on guitar) and Defy, a Chinese rockabilly group. The night finishes at 1 am.
On Saturday, Joseph J. Johanna from New Zealand will perform folk blues from 3:30 pm, followed by Chinese band Out of Control, then Fernando Fidanza, the Peter Muchinson band again, Zhang Di and Lucy in an East meets West performance, and then the Big John Blues Band led by the bar's owner. The evening will finish with a blues jamming session from about 11:15 pm.
Fernando Fidanza will kick things off from 2:30 pm on Sunday with his Italian Blues. He'll be followed with a harp clinic and harmonica competition until 5 pm. Starting at 4:30 pm outside will be another set by Joseph J. Johanna, then Hong Kong's Chit Chat band, Hoochie Coochie Gentlemen, Bobo Stump and finally, The Chinese Hell Cats from 10:30 pm.
The cost of admission is 150 yuan ($23), including a free drink, for each day, or 400 yuan, including a free drink every day, for all three days.
"Beijing will have seen nothing like it," says one of the event's promoters, Beijing-based US businessman Craig Quick.
"This is a brilliant line-up of extremely talented musicians who know and love the blues inside out. It's going to be a tremendous occasion."
In the early 1980s, as bassist for Chinese rock legend Cui Jian, Zhang Lin developed a deep understanding of the development of modern music in China when Western music was considered "capitalist". He used to listen to The Beatles tracks smuggled in from the US.
Zhang studied bass in Australia and returned to China to collaborate with some of the top blues and jazz artists in the country, creating in 1995 China's first jazz fusion band, Tien Square. In 1996, he joined his old band mate, Cui, and International Monetary Fund vice-president John Anderson to form the first blues band in China, The Rhythm Dogs. He released his first solo album, Nu Ren De Ge (A Woman's Song), in 2008, and also runs a musician booking agency.
Many of the world's jazz greats have visited or performed at the CD Blues Cafe and Bar, including Wynton Marsalis, Kenny Garrett and Herbie Hancock's band.
Blues evolved from the unaccompanied vocal music and oral traditions imported from West Africa and rural tunes into a wide variety of styles and subgenres, with regional variations across the US.