A misunderstanding of a ruthless, chaotic pace of happiness. When the fate of the deadlock was finally opened with the price, it was too late ... ...
to take her mother home with dignity, the result is a departure from our original intention.
married two years later, I discussed with Mr connected to her mother from the countryside to spend their remaining years. President is very small my father passed away, he is the only sustenance mother, his mother grew up in a person dependent for his way through college. I said yes again and again, immediately to her mother to pack out a room with a balcony to the south, you can sun, the raising of flowers or something. Mr. standing sunny room, did not say a word, I suddenly raised circular motion in the room, in my claws for mercy, the President said: I like close to his chest, feeling petite body ready to be caught up into his pocket. When my husband and I had a dispute but refused to yield, the President took me lifted up above his head unsteadily, until I scared for mercy. I fear the joy of this fascination.
mother in the countryside used to temporarily get rid of. I used to buy a bouquet of flowers placed in the living room, her mother could not bear it later: his head and muttered, Mr. laugh: I had to ask how much was spent, I said, he mouth to suck the louder, sir twisted my nose, said: face is often overcast, and I pretended not to see. mother put chopsticks confused jingling sound chaotic, it is her silent protest.
do my dance teacher at Children's Palace, has enough tired of jumping around the morning warm blanket, I do not want to throw away the only enjoyment, so, I protest dumb mother. mother even music to help me do some household chores, she made me even more busy for example, she collected all the garbage bags, said other had enough to sell waste plastic, waste plastic bags and made at home everywhere; she was not willing to use dishwashing detergent, in order not to hurt her self-esteem, I had to secretly wash again.
time, I was washing dishes at night secretly saw her mother, her I like a baby, lie, he did not talk to me, I fire, and asked him: br> mother to prevent her son for breakfast, breakfast burn hesitate to assume the the way to work I had to buy a bag of milk to kill himself. sleep, sir asked me a little angry: Chung them up, but still did not hold him down, I dropped the bowl and ran into the bathroom, vomited rare in uproar when laid down flat when I gasped, see native dialect mixed with complaints about her mother and crying, standing in the bathroom, Mr. the door looked at me angrily, I dry mouth Zhang could not speak, I really was not intentional. my husband and I first started a heated argument, her mother first saw us staring, and then got up, hobbled out to the sir look at me bitterly, her mother went downstairs to recover.
three days, sir no home, even the phone I was upright, like Since the mother would like to,
women MBT Kaya-Brown 这样岂但牵连别己, I have wronged myself enough, but also how do I like? inexplicably, I always want to vomiting, no appetite to eat anything, plus a mess of the family, to the extreme bad mood later, or colleagues said:
hospital's result is that I was pregnant. I understand why I suddenly vomiting that morning, a trace of happiness tucked Resentment: President and as someone who's mother, how come they did not think that it? In front of the hospital, I saw Mr.. Seen just three days, he was haggard and a lot. I wanted to turn left, but he looks like me feel bad, do not hold back, I call him. President followed the sound to see me, but do not seem to know, eyes hide a hint of disgust, they stabbed me in the cold. I tell myself not to look at him to see him say, hand stopped a taxi. At that time, I think Mr. Xiang shouted: I hope did not happen. In the taxi, my tears was slow to fall. Why let the love a bad argument to such an extent? After returning home, I lay in bed like President, like his eyes full of disgust. I hold the quilt corner crying.
night at home with the sound turned drawer. Turn on the light, I saw the face of Mr. tears. He is money. I looked at him coldly, quietly. He loved me but not, holding books and money left in a hurry. Perhaps Mr. intend to completely leave me. Really sensible man, so clearly love and share the money. I sneer a few tears,
next day, I did not go to work. Would like to completely clean up your own mind, looking for a good talk, Mr., Mr. find a company secretary looked at me strange, said: dumbfounded.
flew to the hospital, Mr. find when the mother has to go. President has not look at me, his face stiff. I looked at her mother skinny pale face, the tears could not stop: my God! How could this be? Until the burial of her mother, sir, did not say a word to me, even all look at me with deep disgust.
on accident, I learned about from others mouth, stumbled after her mother went out to go to the station, she wanted to go home, she walked faster, Mr. Prada, across the street when a bus head-on collision over ... ...
I finally understand the disgust of Mr., that morning if I did not vomit, if we do not quarrel, if ... ... in his heart, I am a sinner indirectly kill his mother . Mr.
moved into her mother's silent room, come back all covered with the alcohol night. I have been guilt and poor self-esteem was overwhelmed, he wanted to explain, he said that we wanted to have children soon, but looking at his cold eyes and took all the words are swallowed back. I prefer Mr. call me or hit me meal meal, although all accidents are not my intent.
choking the life one day at a repetition continues, more and more time to go home late Mr.. We stalemate, even embarrassing than a stranger. I tied the knot his heart.
time, I pass a restaurant, through the transparent windows, I saw a young girl, Mr. and sitting face to face, his hair gently as the girl Lelong, I understand everything. First stay, then I entered the restaurant, standing in front of Mr. and gazed at him, eyes do not tear. I did not want to say, have nothing to say. Girl look at me, look at my husband, to stand up want to go, my husband hold her hand, and then doing the same, never show weakness at me. I can only hear his heart beat slow, what about beating on the verge of death-like pale edge.
is that I lost, if the station continues, I will be with the children and the stomach down.
that night, sir, did not go home, he lets me know this way: With her mother's death, our love has died. President never to return. Sometimes, I came home from work and saw the wardrobe is too passive - the President came back to take some of my things. I do not want to call him, still trying to explain to him the original idea of something, everything is completely lost.
me a life, a person to the hospital for examination, often saw a man leaning on his wife to do careful physical examination, my heart will be broken I could not look. Colleagues advised me to knock down the vaguely Well, I firmly say no, me mad to give birth to this child, can be considered compensation for the death of her mother, and I came home from work, sitting in the living room, Mr., President looked at me, eyes complex, like me.
While I understand the side button coat, said to myself: Hang up coat, dead eyes of Mr. Siding bulge in my stomach already. I smiled, walked over, drag over the paper, without even looking, sign their names onto him. I can not control the eyes, tears, , and run away even if I have to get up. do not remember how many times told me Mr. my cold eyes, in this life,
women MBT ema shoes in Black, I can not forget, we draw the heart in each other deep scars and my, is unintentional; him, is deliberate.
look forward to bury the hatchet, But the past can no longer be repeated!
In addition, except belly remember when the heart is the child warm, while the President, my heart cold frost, do not eat anything he bought, not any of his gift, do not talk to him from signing up in the piece of paper,
Men MBT Fanaka GTX-Black, marriage and love in my heart all die, sometimes trying to return to the bedroom, Mr. He, I went to the living room, sir, had to return to her mother's room to sleep. night, From the President's room sometimes heard a slight groan, and I said nothing. This is his habit of playing tricks, before as long as I ignore him, he would pretend to be sick, I will obediently surrender his concern for how, he grabbed me laugh, he forgot, then I would feel bad because there is love, now what else should we?
moaning intermittently continued to use Mr. birth of a child who almost every day in children buy things, baby supplies, children's products, as well as a favorite book, a bag, reach his room filled.
I know he is such a way that touched me, I have been unmoved, he had to shut in a room with a computer at the end of a night, severe abdominal pain so I shouted, stormed to a stride, Mr., if he did not even undress to sleep, such as is the arrival of this moment, sir I ran downstairs on her own, hailed along the way tightly clutched my hand, kept me wipe the sweat from forehead. to the hospital, I go out on her own maternity run. lying on the back of his skinny but warmth, a thought suddenly entered the mind: the students, who would like him love me? President escorted the delivery room door, looked me in, nice and warm eyes, I endured the pain he smiled from the delivery room out, looked at me and son, Mr., eyes wet smile smile ah ah and I touched his hand a bit, sir looked at me, smiled, and then, slow and tired to limp down to.
pain I call his name ... ... Mr.
smile, did not open tired eyes ...
I thought never shed a tear for the President, the fact is, there has never been so intense pain tore my the body the doctor said my husband's liver cancer is discovered late, can persist for so long that he is an absolute miracle. When I asked the doctor found? doctor said five months ago, and then comforted me: . His moaning is true, I actually thought ... ...
20 million words on the computer, is the son of Mr. message addressed to: the child, for you, I have been adhering to, and then wait to see you at a glance fall is my biggest wish ... I know that your life will have a lot of fun or frustration, if I can accompany you through this growth process, which is how happy, but my father do not have this opportunity. Dad Dad on the computer, your life's problems one may encounter to write down, so when you encounter these problems, you can refer to his father's opinion ... ...?
my dearest child, write after this, more than 20 million words, I feel like to accompany you through the entire process of growing. really, my father very happy. to love your mother, she was very hard, is a person who loves you, is my favorite person ... ... from his son to kindergarten to elementary school, secondary school, college, work and other aspects of love, share all wrote.
I wrote a letter to Mr.: Honey, you are my life married the greatest happiness, forgive me for the hurt you, forgive me hide the illness, because I want you to have a good feeling to wait for the child's birth ... ... Honey, if you cry, that you have to forgive me, I laugh, thank you always love me ... these gifts, I am afraid there is no chance to give their children, the trouble you for a year I send him several gifts, packaging gifts are written on the box the date ... ...
back to the hospital, still in a coma, Mr. I hold over my son, on his side, I said: br>
President opened his eyes hard, slightly smiled. son nestling in his arms, dancing pink little hands.
I to flow on arbitrary ... ...