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1031438 2010 年 04 月 02 日 21:36 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (3) Category: Personal Diary
found that for now I am really saying: I lie like a fly on the glass,
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now I face the choice in life, going abroad to study or graduate to begin employment. To be honest, I really want to continue my school life, because there are too many good campus life,
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remember now I am studying in the country are half-baked, engage in learning is to look at their feelings, in the face of temptation is not a little self-control. If I go abroad is not so mixed the past?
If I now go to employment, I really fear, I do not even know that I can do. Although usually chatting with friends, classmates and other aspects of some of their own business topic, but I know those are just our age, a landscaping vision for the future, but the reality is very cruel. Think of this before, I feel okay, because the parents have always insisted on thinking about, but now I'm really scared, I think I got a job even if the possessor is a disgrace to their parents, and I was not willing to put up their own a college diploma to find work that far away. Really, I found my Achilles heel, your heart is sky high, but they could not bear to endure hardship and enchant in equal outcomes.
these days I think a lot of invisible pressure presses I'm so tired. 20-year dream, I woke up, I must learn to go alone to bear these issues. Because one day,
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I do not know I will now go abroad this path is correct, but I'm sure I will not dawdle, as now, I will stick to my choice to go on strong, even pressure and then I will learn commitment.