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Reprinted from 290257811 at 13:29 on May 11, 2007 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (3) Category: Intellectual Life four months of life changes
I. Preface
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a full four months (95 June 28 - 10 of 28), I got the and began reading. Today, I received a new meaning of life.
two and a half ago, I was two and a half's son was diagnosed with autism. This is the current difficult international incurable disease. Cause the mechanism is unclear,
nike air force 1, congenital acquired unknown. Performance of children do not learn social norms, not with people, is a comprehensive mental retardation. Taiwan, also known as My child is even more serious, since (5 years) is not the language, eating, drinking, Saji this can not take care of themselves, have any requirements are crying, do not wait much the same as adults had tried to. All day long run, climb stop, eat something picked up, very dangerous. In short, very hard to take, very weary. I began to seek medical attention,
nike air force one, no; and seek Qigong, find the master, not the line; Zhaojue Si came to Chengdu to see set up the division, make a few books, from the beginning University is the school of engineering
I engage in rocket engines, graduate school management project. However, I am able to accept Buddhism, and soon put my original knowledge What theory of dissipative structure, three-dimensional structure of the Hall matter, all as a footnote Buddhism, even I was very surprised.
I began to explore the evidence. First find esoteric. Have the opportunity, but I always feel obstacles, geographical wrong, withdrew after one year. Their Xuechan, quite harvest, down from time to time. Zhang Jushi discovery case. There comprehend, since the Road Some emotion. Prior to this, reading the Diamond Sutra, sutra, mantra, Compassion all back down, writing a total of over three hundred thousand words, Not the whole. To no avail.
the end of April this year, the children increased symptoms: crying all day, do not enter the house, do not sleep, even had to eat a little bit of riding a tricycle in the road in the feed. Regular morning four or five o'clock wake up crying. Is not noisy neighbors, we had to take him out. Regardless of wind and rain. I can be considered for the test to the limit. Example. Several times I rode a small three-wheeled, followed by I had joked word: tragic.
colleagues have advised me to send their children I insisted on the death. Because I believe that the Buddha.
6 months, the message came, I read a thousand times Chen Jushi Wuliangshoujing. I was completely unaware of the Pure Land, that is obsessed with the old woman, died things to enjoy life, not Shiyao rare. Some teachers (not named) told me that, since the Han Pure Land, is the Hinayana. Fortunately, I Sushi hearts are also heavy, even listen to advice, to read to read it, anyway, I do not have children forced road. And, coincidentally, happens to sleepwalk to Badachu and a clearance, please return to the Master's Lecture tapes (60, Singapore 89 years to say). Back one, the instrument allows silly. Really
then began to do: all the classics, do not read all miscellaneous books, read a Wuliangshoujing. At first, two hours reading it again; less than 100 times, I've read in 40 minutes it again. I began to read it three times a day, read at least four times a day now, as much as nine times a day. Slowly began to feel Also identified a clearance refers to the Dharma Master of the Most Excellent. In addition, daily scheduled classes recite, morning and night the sound 4000. Not at first taste, let alone have the power, paranoia swirling. Slowly to the feeling that the role of reading, and it is fantastic.
Since October, the total, but three months, I have started to recite the. Is not interested in going back, is naturally back, stretch connected. All these blessings are the result of the Buddha. Impaired people deep suffering and grinding as much as I am afraid not many, however,
nike air force one low, in just four months, my physical and psychological changes, indicating a reason, as long as you really believed in Buddhism this good teacher, willing to honestly follow suit, like the demand, no not the.
Buddha,
air force one low nike, not an easy task. Letter does not come without blessing. Hui also do not believe does not come. Looking back two and a half in front of a Buddhist and Buddhist devotees today, very different. True Buddha, the moment Jifo.
the above process, that is, Buddha manifestation. Seek apparitions around the world, that as this. This spirit is how significant a barrier to fall into the hells of the creatures of deep moment immediately Buddha passed away. Manifestation is the Buddha. I have the responsibility and obligation to let everyone know that this process, some of their feelings and experiences are also willing to discuss with you fellow practitioners.
four months, very short and very long. Amitabha guidelines in the way,
air force one low, I have just started, it is willing to fellow practitioners of you, the teacher a lot of help, criticism.
Second, know the name of Buddha Amitabha
, I believe everyone has heard, Some people read every day even Buddha. However, Amitabha is truly recognize it? This is a big problem.
At first, I just know the child's condition,
air force 1 high, immediately back from Zhuhai, Beijing, eager to know the child's situation, do not believe the child is terminally ill. Identified as terminally ill, I still did not give up, four chemists. Desperation, I once went to an empty one pasture, looking at the sky, the hearts of the emergence of a voice: Amitabha. I have a word for word meditation, prayer, suddenly, mental and physical pick up, and I seem to dissolve as one of the world, At that time, I do not understand, thought it was the effect of qigong, but know Amitabha powerful, no longer dare to easily read, not willing to read. Even so, I still know nothing of Amitabha.
later, began seeking qigong, learning meditation. I sincerely hope that Qigong masters have been able to cure disease to my children, so hard for further studies, I feel good results. Finally have the time, so I understand the child can not solve the problem of Qigong. Master of the stage, several hundred people (maybe thousands) in the audience, I also I saw Master roar, hundreds of people all of the audience is constantly racing, only I made no response. I began to reflect on their own, whether the master did not believe it? No, I really believe that gas feature treatment. But WHY I did not react? I am aware of a deep-rooted problems. This level is beyond the reach of qigong, but the content is Shiyao this level, then I do not know, just felt it.
a chance, a friend advised to listen to qigong lectures. I ride a half hour before the car arrived. All the way in thinking about Shiyao today and the master, I have unwavering practice of this work (I was working hard to practice a power law.) Get into the auditorium, talking about the Buddhist master, the following Qigong enthusiasts have to leave. I climbed up the floor, gasping, at the back and saw the master was young, I was very not care. Settled down, and suddenly caught, moved forward a few seats, the people stayed to listen, listen shocked. Came back, the master's every word clearly and India were all to mind, one did not forget. I was surprised, was not found in the Qigong something. Subconscious tendency is already clear. Later, through the contact, know the master, and introduced me to see set up the division of Chengdu, is Heart was still outside. Do not understand it!