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Rishangsangan daily sleep, get up up, there must be a note on the table, the pressure in a colossal cup of boiled water under. When I was smaller, is the mother's writing,Lacoste Carnaby Trainers, growing up a tiny, the mother gradually let go, only my maudlin dad, still a few years like a day in his mini mouse-like write one well-spoken, consist in ...:

mao:

face behind obtaining up, drinking, brushing teeth, lavatory (this one at the starting is always the same, as if without He prompted me to forget to render service to the lavatory), their breakfast buns on the table (or cake, alternatively dumpling, etc.), apples (or oranges or grapes, etc.), After careful homework, watch fewer TV, do not Wanwusangzhi, garbage of time. What would you like to call the bureau (going parents alive in a big yard, office and home from equitable 3 minutes). To be obedient.

father
x month x day

right near the distance even so, a few hours separately, and my father must depart a memorandum to me, even now the content can be each day the same for the format of the compact, only to replace the underlined words in, he was still taken the trouble to write. Behind each word that is how the endless fondle it?

kid have slept since, and leisurely bathe up water to dine, take a look at the children's a.m. show job for ten minutes, an hour to see the novel, like a mouse across a short when East West Drilling channeling to find snack food, amuse in the painting a picture, and exercise a brush or a hard brush the word, playing the piano, wink of an eye in the morn to before. This process, but also a call to my father: I want to buy something, what do you not eat? I have soldiers on the battlefield like a big, did not hesitate to refer to this road that, to quote a string of words . Sometimes I have enough for his wordy, impatiently replied: Nothing, do not want to dine. If there is a little to please: do not eat it? Eat eat tofu? Xiangyue eat do not eat steak? ... A diversity of alternative answers are given. At the end, is sweet to sit back, lazy.

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That is not the employer to a subordinate of the premier appraisal of Mody. Although there is no difference between the wastage of annotation, but there is a serious psychological burden. The simple days of growth, these two characters are my everything. All the emotions just get down to them, and their appraisal, their reproach, their applause, their discipline ... I'm in such a small world, naive emotions. Until immediately, though rebellious, but I am still clinging to only the outlooks of maximum care about their parents. Parents do not get acknowledged, I can not feel happy. Even if done, is apologize with the.

Now the distance is 12 hours along train or 1 hour flight + 2 hour train excursion was removed, no longer competent to get 3 minutes loitering, reserve getting up after no more sweltering the cover of the hot buns in the pan, drilled out bleary-eyed from bed, the room is a shambles. Casually mantled a clothe, coiling the mouth, face touch of ran out. Against the father told the Work is not tired, busy,New Lacoste Trainers High Top, but I felt weary, early out, day and came back. 24-hour half are outside. I understand,

father not the mother, unavoidably can conversation with me because several hours. Has the impression, the father unstable temper, periodically turbulent, frequently called me roar, periodically calm, docile and obedient to me. He will never memorize what classes I do not memorize what I read professional; left home, every shriek back, answer the call if it is my father, he immediately transferred to the mother, whether mother was out, he sent me a few words even do not say bye, they hang up. Hear the beep of the busy tone, I was very a taste. But the way he used to. Because he did not use language to express the feelings of the people, do not communicate with me directly, but the position crystal remove to me ---- my mother would differentiate him,Lacoste Trainers UK, and he also did not material if I consider regardless, in truth, he remembers.

recently, to call home, my father is no longer rush to hang up, but began to meander on with my talk ten minutes, instead of the before reproof about face without any explanation, but lukewarm and homely in short. He heard the voice back the TV, kitchen pressure cooker blowing action, the most important is his father's tone of calm and even some amusement, and I mesmerized, into a soft warm feeling suit, wrapped my full up and float. ---- As if to leave the house, I really felt the

Spring Festival, invited my father to Shenzhen. Irritable thought he would refuse, but he came. In the train station to pick him, was anticipating to see a complained Mamalielie face, but I see the smiling eyes narrowed, straight white teeth exposed face. Nagging thought that he would abuse me ten days, but he has been agreeable, happy, with me everywhere. The night before he came to, my computer was stolen,Lacoste Casual Trainers, thought he would be furious, but he instead solaced me. I thought my father would pick and prefer to purchase a new house, dismissive, but he like them quite much, but also vaguely revealed the signification of old age to come. These pushes are so I'm flattered. I do not know what the father persona, reliability, silence down. I love the access dad, you can communicate with my dad, you can genial, patiently hearing to me dad. My knowing is that my father truly old, there is no effort to temper.

finally went to the departure period. I sent the two age stations, due to undue flow of people, not the bargain of platform tickets. I had watched them by the stamp gate. Wicket over there, and my father rushed amenable to arrest Tizhuohangli, mom standing in endless streams of stairs, across the railing helplessly looked by me, ceased, then lifted the pace of retrieval, I understand She told me to have much to, but do not understand to elect that one about, how is the absence of time. Reminder in front of my father, my mommy, favor the final, favor children, go. I know her heart, like me, sorrowful, melancholy, anxious, thousands of mixed emotions sink attach, can not laugh at this chaptering. I know, father gone so fast, that he has always been curbed feeling wording. I turned nigh, tears have approached its full meaning.

family, yet before leaving residues of the parents fragrant fried meals. They appear to also penetrate the diagram constantly busy, and I limp on the sofa, do not want apt rotate on the lights, do not want to hear whichever sound, do not ambition to look this empty desolation.

on the table, there is a paperback. Finally, they saw the

is the father before leaving to write the letter.

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