Loss and degradation graduated three years _1814

Loss and degradation graduated three years


a person in the complexity of the world, elegant wings. Unreasonable share of guarding the insistence of heart began to realize that life had been a human will spend. Long wandering, the mind is weak. To find a sheltered harbor, stopped to rest ... ... just look at your graduation, looking forward to his finally entering the community, from the end of the custody of the school teacher's career, the end of the day my love parents, but also the end of his brother from their parents happy times there with the money. Moved out of their own from home, carrying their own luggage as new old, looking for the cheap rooms can no longer rent the house breaking down, and began career in life. Young eyes are always full of curiosity, the young blood is flowing passion, but his wallet at a time when unprecedented thin.

crowded into employment agencies, looking at job advertisements that crooked written, did not realize we must first solve their own livelihoods. In an obscure corner of an obscure ad immediately let his mind was made up to it. Just because reading: Baochibaozhu. The first boss in the face of colleagues first job the first time, he is so impassioned, had always thought that I could do anything, will soon be able to create their own piece of fantasy world of their own, their future with confidence . And want admiring glances from others to find a little bit proud of the capital. But gradually their own to know, in fact, reality and their ideals have gone very differently. How he had discovered the sinister vicious boss, colleagues how snobbish petty, how boring work is boring, and he found a rent water and electricity charges to the man but worry. Payday total seems far away, what seemed like the store display for others, he still found that only the weekend before went to his alma mater, Xia Guang feel relieved, only to chat with old classmates and really fun to play, only in New Street walk the street population was not boring to see beautiful women. The face of difficulties, their own often feel helpless. Not difficult to change the status quo is not their own, but can not find the source of difficulties, like a helpless child in the crowded street could not find my way home. Gradually learned himself clubbing, bar bar cafe Diba water toy bar are our own place to fill the empty time. But he is still not hot girl, before the self-righteous son who love horses theoretical skills in the money bubble era are shit, are surprisingly feeble. So their world becomes sigh fast that these poor young man to himself simply a loss. Themselves gradually become deep and is no longer a naive joke to laugh, not quick to complain chaos, nor the deepest secret then easily tell with others. Could not say that in the end is a mature or depressed, the mirror to see, but found it strange his face was terrible. Forget, life is normal. Because they have been developing it in those dark corners. Sick of the world, but his pale rhetoric. The junction of the white and black, gray has been the soul of the dissipated Yin Xiao. Close your eyes, open your eyes, gradually disappeared simple ... ... it seems Taichetaiwu own, and what are seen through, everything was illusory. Then what are indifferent to their own, not bus seat, and saw the little things are too lazy secretly, and eat a small loss think no problem, but their work every day before they worry about what to eat dinner, and When we drink tea together in their own plan or not to pay,ugg outlet, before the went to bed forget this month's expenses are counted, then crumpled up bills are handled and management. In fact, he felt himself slowly, nothing, no money no name no place is too tall and too short dark skin looks ugly, what we must look at other people's face, where walking seems inferior, and sometimes wish I could jump cut poison hanging clock House end their. Arbitrary cry, want to laugh, but also silly to think that it is casual. What life has given his own, did not know. What they make in life, do not know. One day, an earthquake, may collapse the already shaky only their own souls, getting messy ... ...

do not want to read books of their own, and did not want to talk about ideals, and did not want to talk about the future, and would not spend cranky too much energy. Do not want to hear their music, and not see the movie, but some adults back often to see the plates, exchange some yellow joke. Where he started to indulge in wine, indulge in side the city, indulging in low-level premises. The concept of family more and more blurred, feeling more and more distant family, in addition to occasionally return home in a dream beyond their icy at best with a phone line and family life started to deviate from their parents to talk about some of the words, do not see how many roots grow Laodielaoma and the addition of a few more white hair and wrinkles. The real dialogue among the buried in choking cry, sad perhaps very short, is very long. See people on the pitch pitched battle, seems to have wanted to go up to his feet, in fact, has been a long time without moving the body can not support themselves how far the run again, and almost abandoned the game for those who suspect that their age is not playing lifetime ago. Looking at the streets wearing avant-garde of the boys and girls, and he started to show disgust, but in fact, forget that he is worse than previous years. Encountered in a large crowd of students under the affectionate couple behavior, his eyes turned into disdain, and called them viciously corrupt public morals. After the lottery point of sale, he himself could not help but also took a little of the money to buy a few of the books note, and then every day after the dream in a million the number of million to buy a car buy a house tens of thousands of tens of thousands of wild extravagance, but each time Although often the first prize lottery Some people are always in their missed. So in short-term disappointment, still doggedly doing his dream, give yourself a little bit of vanity slim. Gradually his outlook on life, values, views on love have changed. She does not believe that any means to climb what was wrong, his efforts to return there to say on the nose, laugh at their so-called chastity, the so-called sense of responsibility, hope and even the impulse to find the thrill of liberation of prostitutes. Started to pay attention on the street car is a BMW or a running Alto, which concerns how the lounge bar lady drinker, it is more concerned about Which mobile phone use was the human eye, attention to which brand of suits to wear more panache. However, it is only concerned about it, because it was clear that both the BMW or Alto, can not afford their own, the bar and then not Miss drinker, myself do not like how people can, as cell phones and suits, or bought for a long time with their old style. Life, their will always encounter people who make themselves obnoxious. Each will be for their own despicable passing those difficult to fill and angry, and made himself a stomach is not happy. I do not know when to begin, the experience for themselves, feel aggrieved, and his boss could not understand the hideous face of growing more and more of my colleagues can not stand the dirty dog, more and more unbearable to live like this. So lamented his bad luck at the same time, eager to change their fate, looked around, looking for opportunities, they did not see the way out. Finally one day, to be like a volcanic eruption, as an impulse to the boss fired me. Pack up and march out of the office the moment, they have to leave the kind of bold heroes and no regrets, just surprise and ridicule from colleagues in the eyes of mixed faint to see a trace of frustration, not knowing where their will be endless pain and torture.

take the company back pack when the moment seems to be a relief for their own pleasure. But soon found that although not low own qualifications and some work experience, and wherever he goes the same as running the company went from that company, one after another to candidates, but simply can not find a suitable job. Time every day that passes, the work was still far away I do not know Zaichou Mao Yin, wallets more and more deflated, the day the rent is also drawing near, his heart, such as burnt, with the coming end of the world fear. Themselves are beginning to regret it a bit too hasty to resign himself, the idea began to take the risk initiation, but not really what the kidnappers to rob the bank, to the extreme low mood, temper their big, well Tansheng the more sound the. Fortunately, that day finally ended, but it is to a new work unit. This time, although her more or less excited, but more cautious and gloomy. Your boss will not hold any illusions, do not think he will give yourself a good treatment, they would not talk about what colleagues and confidences, because they already know, can not be a conflict of interest with the people who become friends, of course, not stupid to put himself in this work as hard as the cause, only to here as a springboard for their own, if given the chance to immediately leave. The next life boring and tasteless, but they gradually do not care. Melt the years, honed his Ling Kok, and he is not clubbing, and not to think about what the meaning of life, began with a little old school Huabutouji, the previously little contact friends, now do not want to go to contact , even if they sometimes receive a phone call, only to cope easily Kenghang few yo yo. Although the wine was often drunk, but often have a single drink drunk alone. This time his loneliness more in-depth bone marrow, their pain is more real and delicate. Their unprecedented miss those years in school, their graduation will be holding a photo of yellow hair half-day stay, while they do not want to hang out and then to his alma mater. After a chance to see the landscape was very familiar with the heart of the crest of a wave of sorrow and grief really, but he will not be tears. Graduation, the man named once very cheap now and become precious tear up. Of course, the Internet themselves, or often, but most of the time to pass the time. Quickly fell in love with his legendary games like, but rarely patronize Classmates page and do not want in the above message. Calendar turned over, leaving only a thin layer of a few pages blank, constantly remind ourselves that we should quietly gone over the past year. Own without a teacher's learned self-deception, although he dreams of the night, it will also hate his hypocrisy and inaction, but also hate this way of life than pigs and dogs, but the birds themselves as prisoners, simply powerless. Sometimes he would like to find a lot of self-deprecating excuse to explain their particular behavior, that she also knows that would be a matter of fact there is no meaning, but also unnecessary. Suddenly, the old school began to hear the news of marriage, promotion of the message. Tend to think of themselves inadvertently when a certain look in the school, and then could not help lamenting the relentless passage of time, in the dusty diary write something but then did not know hair, his eyes a bit moist even unknowingly. Eyes wide open at night in bed, but not depressed in the dark distraction, they will want to have extra people by his side. Many memories will descend quickly to their own like the tides. Crush of people they once had, who have sought but failed the people, who are all people who love to have flashed through his mind, then, my heart will be kind of sad, it is purely sentimental. Because they know, love is really very far away have been with their own. Although he also tried to make friends through a variety of ways, but often exchanges several times, his did not want to with them. That is because they too do not know reality or they are too closed. So filled with emotion, in this masked a lot of people live in a society, had to make a true friend even that difficult. Also tried to date, but love is not so simple to eat drink, or in the end have failed. Underachievement that he continue to hold high the banner of a single walk in the streets. Students sometimes miss the times that their pure love, very envious of those young people who can sit in the classroom, they can read very much like a university, but its very clear, how can the spilled water back, After Past No time can not be re-appointed to come!

failed boring day, time changes, increasing their capacity for liquor, beer, drink a dozen of shadow and that is withdrawal of three eggs, a finger vertically in front of the two can not be seen as fingers. Their growing thick waist, back more and more wide, belly growing, the growing number of fat was very dazzling. Their actions more and more awkward to climb stairs, more difficult, only to the third floor had been out of breath. Who think of themselves as the body such as the catkins carried by the wind, which is where Gone with the Wind. A man was walking lonely in this foreign land in the city, has lamented some of the life being unfair. There are things some people have been so long, should have been forget? That he did so, but did not. Once the ruins of them in turn from the memory pick out, even if only a fragment of incomplete, a vague name. Moment of life only in passing, however, people living a short life but never perceive. Disheveled hair, there is clearly a lie repeated gray hair, this is the first few gray hairs? Had long been forgotten, but always sad to unplug them, and then continue to comb my hair. Suddenly exclaimed from time to time to: years of age a man. His longing to get outside and look around, have become reduced to the horizon, miserable. Qian elderly themselves feel more and more incisive theory of rational siege, more people feel helpless in the rivers and lakes beyond our control, more feel physically and mentally exhausted, depressed loss.

alive, full of contradictions, a combination of life is a contradiction. Today, he is still afraid of the night, fear of quiet, and even fear of a person in the hostel. Quiet, sad will spread, will forget all the things that once again to beat their own minds and hearts. Experienced three years of graduation, suddenly feel that the time unconsciously to speed up the pace, but the pace on the road his life has slowed down. Not walk fast, but do not know how to go. Every step is hard, sweat and footprints left behind in addition, there are tears. Alive, really tired! However, after the long way to go, however, that she has to live. Either pain or pleasure, have to face their own. After all, trying to evade also inescapable. Therefore, he is still hope, tomorrow is a big day sunny. And his heart of hearts still believe they will out of the shadows, come out ahead. Because everyone has their own way to go, no one will stop and wait for their own, even if there will be two parallel lines intersect the day, as long as a straight line, will eventually separate again. The same as the subway, there is always a one-stop, we bid farewell to each other, and then separate ways. Who hurried away to get off, stay ahead of people sad. Looking back, the lights dim not Iraqis, and only their own dreams gently swaying in the wind!

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