My father is not, the feeling of it on Father's Day each year of dilution.
Yesterday, the first month received a small gift of Satsuki and realize that a Father's Day. Guangdong, a friend gave me the blessing of Father's Day, is brought back recollections of his father.
mother often brought in the first story about the father and I often beaten from the first time I started. At that time, devolution's father has done in the hydraulic engineer, is naturally a little home. One night my father came back from her arms and hugged me, and said: My son, let me kiss! But I live or die resistance, crying endlessly. If angry father,
tory burch flats, a butt hit the down and said: not to hold again to poke you! Mother said, I will obediently do not play any. Childhood memory, his father's beard, it is quite scary.
existing in my own memory, the first on his father's memory, it is in the ring behind the piece of water was called the tide of high school river, the river is now called the filling, piece of the river to the sea. At that time, pestering my father took me into the water, swim, catch fish, often the father changed the price for the bearded prick. Often at this time, my mother always sat by the bank laughing. 5 years old that summer, I lie on my father's back, while according to his father's instructions to do breaststroke-like movements, suddenly moved up to forward. I am happy with her mother and shouting, I can swim it! Will be swimming, it screams, I felt a sudden it sank, had forgotten that he was lying in his father's back, and Heliaohaoji the mouth of the salt water.
mother said, the Cultural Revolution began to complete my character has changed, notes the premature. Character is not changed, I do not know. But since his father became the ruling party taking the capitalist, I often secretly do some inexplicable things. His father led a group of people standing on the bridge, each wearing a big sign around his neck, above the two lines of characters, the following I know, write Jinming words, that was my father's name. Above do not know, only know the name of a red cross on the top is extremely bad thing. Later my father said that the words pronounced \I am impressed that, in addition to his father, other people are the face of frustration. As long as people walk, the father would be very careful to screen from the gong, loud, very solemn high channel: \meet, I like war movies, \
Later, his father said to do anything to be serious, including the acceptance of criticism, not to mention he is the head of the ghosts and monsters.
is time, I learned to climb trees. Some of his father and school teachers was held in a courtyard, often many people will get criticism. One day, I have to say a big climb up the side yard, willow, lurking in the crown, saw their criticism, the father is forced to kneel on a pile of broken bricks, hands holding red book, read the quotations in the lead , that sets the first white undershirt, and black capitalist roaders written three characters, apparently the red blood on the back. Soon, a member of them, called Wang Tianpeng teacher, he died in the river that I had to swim. That day, I still lurking in the trees, watching the day before that the teacher was still alive wrapped in Luxi, the head and feet exposed. He is said to have committed suicide. However, so far, the original of people do not think so together. I just remember I have only one wish, that is, the father must hold. Since then, I have some fear of the Red Book. Waistcoat has been saved to the end of last century. Only win in his father (not consent) after the consent of all family members deleted.
in my memory, the father is the real Communists. I must stress that I am talking about the kind of classic Communist Party members. Five of the children because it is black, and I failed to go to school with my brother and sister. No wonder, the proletariat of the educational resources thing. Sister of that year did not qualify outstanding high school, but then, the president of the local county Han, and a lot of students who are the father, was banished to an engineer as long as writing a letter to give her sister the opportunity to high school. But I heard my father say that we must seriously accept the transformation, can not open the back door, and farmers to mix. So, just finished junior high school to become a sister of real farmers, the policy until later came to be hiring. I remember my father
only open the back door, is in his last months. Because many brain coma in my home to seek her mother, brother, sister's advice, went to see with my 333 project is also training targets, Jiangsu Province, Nanjing Military Region General Hospital's chief brain surgeon. General Hospital of Nanjing Military Region, decided to do surgery to remove brain tumors. Because the doctor said: This can be extended at least several months of quality of life. That day, my father was admitted to ward only in difficult circumstances, sleeping father in the hallway when he was commander of the Nanjing Military Region, General Zhu Wenquan sent a text message, the generals who are in the field, immediately commissioned to come to visit his wife and secretary Yang, and immediately arrange to have surgery. This time the back door, did not affect the image of my father in my mind. At that time the father spent every minute, are no doubt a painful exception. Surgery as early as one minute, and its significance is hard to describe.
decentralization of our family, my father can choose local. Father's choice is the poorest county in Jiangsu ring of water, the poorest county in the poorest rural communes ���� Zhang fairly set now, the poorest of the poorest communes brigade ���� equivalent to the current Big East Village bar brigade, and finally settled the poorest in the unit production team�� ��equivalent to the current group, the three teams. Zhang said that the complete set of communes Xiangshui third production team Big East Team. Now that it is also feeling bullish. Said Daniel, is a communist-style choice because his father, to the most difficult places to go, re-education by poor peasants and transform ideas.
before we moved to rural areas, fathers respond to the call of the motherland green, sent a lot of neem fruit, in the puzzle for us a piece of land around the adobe houses in a lot of trees, and later became the local people in the summer of Murakami Haruki cool place. I just do not know, why should we vote as a growing variety of Neem.
time, the father was paid decentralization, long-term work on site in the water, not much time to go home. I remember a lug near the guts Maidou Fu's old home as long as I heard my father would lug the burden of coming, my mother would buy a piece of tofu, and improve the look of life. Over time, the local elderly people who see Maidou Fu to my house to know it is my father back.
in my memory, my father was very accomplished. My mother talked about the story of childhood, one is my \It has been decentralized to the poorest communes, the poorest of the brigade, when the poorest of the production team. At that time, the people there for our family, does not see outside. Even in most of the time to protect our family. Children together, most worthy of showing off, and that is their father. The father is a bricklayer said, that said my father was a carpenter, said his father was a blacksmith there. What about me? Carpenter looks like my father is not Han's. However, he will do carpentry, to I do model aircraft; he will do Masons, to the bright red mud I do pistol; he would iron, home and sickle hammer hoe bad, always the father repair; village also focused on the guidance to his father sharpening techniques; father would glass, I believe that kids do not know how the back kaleidoscope of things, my father will not only, but also taught me how to do a kaleidoscope; father also radio; father also. . . Therefore, I have thrust his chest and loudly announce that my father is - all kinds of artisans. Haha know \\This world has no no, bad, right? Since then, the children never speak of all the artisans of the Han.
I was lucky that in my middle school years, our family to implement policy. The implementation of policy at the time was a very mean words, does not seem wrong before, but in any case, I fear, are rehabilitation of the prelude. Agricultural University, his father went to the Five Seven, I am also qualified to participate in high school entrance examinations without having to directly recommended. Interestingly, in my high school my father where I was surprised to be invited to act as my high school math courses my class, but I usually counseling, but it is another teacher who has been delegated in Suzhou, really strange. 78 In that year, the national college entrance examination, I was the commune, several secondary schools, Lao Sanjie so the only all candidates who qualify. Even more surprising is my father as the math class, I actually do not pass. County high school students before college entrance competition, I was third in the county, Physics and Chemistry, the language first ten. How such a result, actually failed mathematics college entrance examination? So far I do not know.
I said my father is the real party members, at this time also manifested. After my college admission notice down, my father sent a gift to me, it was a shirt, in front of the train is a Jishi printed on the background of such words: \As a result, agricultural colleges after graduation, I went to need me more than Changzhou Yancheng, so far.
mutual affection of the father is important. Parents of a friend for decades, in 2005, his father's funeral, told me that a lot of things I do not know. One of that is the story of his father and his sister. His sister is his father's first love, when the minutes of Changzhou City Clerk, they will be married at the time, the organization to his sister put a huge pressure, because the father of liberation as an underground party, was added in the liberation spy charges until reinstated in 1978. Of course, the power of organization is huge. However, the senior told me that when his sister died of illness, is accompanying his father day and night, until you leave this world. This detail, the mother sadly told again and again I heard, of course, the mother does not know I already know.
of their very strict father, but the increase was in the family home is a source of pleasure. Even with lung cancer, fight with brain cancer a few years that his father is also optimistic, proactive. In lung cancer surgery, my father praised highly skilled anesthetists, gamma knife, when his father enjoy the Beijing doctors work seriously, in Nanjing, praised the doctor's surgery after surgery wise. Told me about a story, said that year to Huangshan Tourism, on a girl shouted at the Heavenly Capital Peak: I want to marry a rich guy ~ his father took out a penny pinch in the hand, and loudly: I is rich ~. While in the ward, but we still turned a day of fun. I still, still retain the picture, his father holding the hand of a penny, called: I'm rich.
father's last days, could not speak, but we from his eyes, or see the share of earnest, the joy.
those days there are too many coincidences.
brother returned from the United States to visit his father, at the end of September to return to the United States, but visa problems, he never, that actually was refused. After his father's funeral, it is easy to obtain a visa.
father's funeral that day, had clear skies, in our team when it starts, it gloomy down, floating under the little tears. When we left the funeral home, the sky resumed sun. Martyrs in the place we go when his ashes to the door of our martyrs cemetery to be placed from the old Red Army, the ashes of the old revolution, when the memorial, the sky overcast again and again tears falling from the sky. Martyrs in the time we left, the sky the sun is shining again.
Memorial uncle went inside the location is selected. The idea was a little higher, light better position. But when we holding his father's casket to the place, but the same great surprise for this position, this position is 6 District 27, his father's birthday is June 27.
somewhere, its own arrangements?
My father was a successful father, although not perfect (I do not know history, there is no perfect father), his image in our minds is the tall, friendly, lovely.
me?
below, the interception of May 2005, the father in the Nanjing Military Region General Hospital after surgery to remove brain tumors, fragments of life a token of remembrance.
if not head there are so many channels, you see, like a brain tumor surgery the next day's serious illness?
touched the stomach and asked, in the end I have a few months ah?
later years, Tai Chi is one of his father's favorite, is no exception
disease we see the father of the goose, unlike the Tiananmen Square escort me bad Well
is rich ~