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174839686 2009 年 05 月 16 日 16:26 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Personal Diary
1 , alone, wandering in the streets, watching the crowds on the streets, laughing in the face to those who are not belong to you, you're just a passer, what can not take it, nothing can stay high, no matter how busy , no matter how prosperous, but more and more off your all alone in the crowd, raised his head in silence you can not find a familiar face ... ...
2, a man sat in bed, unable to sleep, mind baffling question thinking about the dark like a huge spider's web, including your parcel, a thick blanket, you feel cold, took out his cell phone from under the pillow, only to find you do not know who the call, So helpless and back into the pillow, your head indent the quilt and gently hugged his knees, like a little child to hold their own, then it will not be cold ... ...
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sunglasses hut, you hate some people, some things, and even hate the world, and you always think, why you, why take all the pain must be you, you just want to be an ordinary child, happy had finished his own childhood, reading, looking for work, love ... ... But, so common to all, for you, but so hard ... ... you feel the back seem to have a pair of eyes looking at you with a sarcastic smile, and then, shook his head and walked away ... ...
4, facing the computer in a daze, has gradually made around the coffee cold, headphones rolling out melodious music, this time, has been in the morning, you do not know When did you become like this, like a burrowing animal in general, do not want to hide their nest out what time the sun began to fear the outside, and do go out, those who face the door, do you think they do not even You kind of computer that sets the cold, and sometimes, the virtual world, are far better than the real world beautiful ... ...
5, you against the window, through the misty rain, quietly watching the strange city You do not know how long to stay here, you do not know what you will meet people, do not do not know what kind of memories you will leave ... ... point of a cigarette, smoke-filled, you touched upon the quiet microphone and enjoy this moment of silence, let him past all over it, from now on, you have to learn to recognize unfamiliar, do strange things, too strange life ... ... alone in a foreign land for the stranger ... ...
6, you get used to a person in the school take a stroll through the aisle to get started in my pocket, no goal, no end, you just want to go step by step way, went to her exhausted until you learn that only belong to a people of the time, thinking alone solve some problems, whatever your conclusion is right or wrong, have been less important ... ... you looked at the busy playground, mouth, gently rising with a smile, the sunset, you pull a long shadow ... ...
7, you dream to see her / him to leave, crying woke up from a dream, watching the empty room, you walk quietly wash face the stage, look in the mirror, his face pale and haggard, the moment you burst into tears ... ...
8, you get up early morning, empty house, you give yourself a glass of hot milk, uh with warm hot sitting on the balcony sofa, flipping through the books next to a thick, winter and warm lazy sun shines on the quiet and serene around your body, unconsciously, you fell asleep again, softly snoring, as a Lanmao.
9, you have been basking in the memories, do not want to wake up, you think of the scene before and friends will be a slight laugh, you think of some of the previous embarrassing, it will slightly blush, you think some of the previous frustration, it will softly sigh, you think of her, the wearer will bite the lower lip, you are afraid you cry out loud ... ... ... ...
10, point you in the bar a beer, listening to loud music, watching the dance floor, writhing crowd, you hit or miss expression, cold beer, has been cool from the esophagus to the stomach, you moan softly ... ... and then, with the dazzling lights, gently tapping foot, bus stand, your back like a stone ... ...
11, learned not to cry, and learn not to disclose their feelings, they say you cold, you just there smile, you know, there is no need to try to let others know you know me as my share those concerns, I do not know who said that I want anything else, the tears can not solve any problems, will only bring noise, a lot of things that we can move, can not cry, because once letting their feelings, fear will make their own tears.
12, attend a party, drank a lot, but it has not passed out, eyes narrowed to see the world, Guangguai the land from, tell yourself that you like this feeling, alone to face Taiwan , poured cold water on the face, and then look in the mirror one giggle, drunk ... ... the world is so beautiful ... ...
13, silently in love with him / her, but dare not sully this feeling has been treasure it quietly, no matter how her arrogance, no matter how unreasonable her, no matter how much she makes you mad at times, you have been to her, you know you can not give her anything, you know the reality better than love cruel, you know, so you can give what she wants, you only love her with ... ... Finally, when you find her courage to find every possible corner of her, wanted her to understand all, it was found beside her to let her have a happy people do not love her a lot of reasons, the reasons for her love no longer exists ... ... ... ...
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