Negative always negative

do not know why I carry around the year 2010 all these wrong asset! Family bought a house in 2009 , yet did not take long ,GHD Red Butterfly 2011, my grandmother passed away , to be filial , then in some ways is a agreeable thing ,GHD IV Straighteners, for my grandmother had 9 years without a thinking sequelae get married , and their elementary can not take care of themselves . Has been in the attention of my parents . Grandma did not disburse ,GHD MK4 Gold Straighteners, only an month,GHD IV Styling Set, it seems only a few dozen blocks of the unknown value of wastage. With pill money , in my opinion insufficient. Was in hospital all the body functions have been degraded , depending above remedial equipment in the hospital living and died early , I calculate the latter is a mini better . Anyway old is worked, my family has too been outer debt.
this home ahead I have a bad physical condition , and only supper on the spit , the ambition to come behind to be a physical checkup, the results of the first things home that her father was ill, up to immediately not good , reckon In truth, more than three months ahead ,GHD Purple Gift Set, and now do not look a physician,GHD Carry Case & Heat Mat, do not take medication , cough all day , actually do not know what he was analytic .
As because my mom not to advert , one daytime I multiplied the lavatory three in the morn , nectar a cup of water along the way , when I only memorize talking to my mom said something , morning really hear to her, since not Fall comatose . From that daytime to evening, do not drink do not drink , can not not go to the lavatory toilet .
at home this time , there is forever something favor this , amounted up what I have transform a family burden.
negate thoughts too much, family is not asylum it? For me, cornered into a misadventure shelter site .
I really want to return to Beijing , but there is no way my parents anticipate me to come back a very long time to stay around them more than a few days to spend an accessory few days . Things to the bright side , this year passes , it is not that great! ~