In this impending wintertime of late sunrises and early sunsets, I discover myself exploring darkness, not only the extended night-times but the darkness inside of me. From time to time I come across myself going through frequent dark nights of your soul. You know the circumstance. You wake from a nightmare to find out the digital clock blinking three:twelve in glowing red. The space is dark, void of moonlight, and youre alone – or your partner snores quietly, blissfully unconscious. The broken record starts spinning in your head. What the hell am I doing? Who do I think I am to think I can take this kind of risk? Im not smart enough loving enough healthy enough talented enough devoted enough pious enough good enough” Head spinning,
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Where for art though, God?
If youre like me, you turn to God,
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You try meditating. You try praying harder. You count sheep, anything to pass the time until the sun rises and the night ends. But hours later,
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