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September 8, 1967, the central people's broadcasting station full-text articles "broadcast yao wenyuan zhu's two books of Jewelry Stores evaluation, completely will throw out. Zhu Yao wenyuan have ulterior motives ground to distort intent, out-of-context, unlimited, the top key link top zhu sun "of" the sun itself brings a black spots "a few words out alone, about frontrunner. Because in the "cultural revolution", people praise MAO zedong as "red sun", yao wenyuan nonsense: "this is not ########## and curse of our party and the great leader?" He also put the spiritual life of the zhu speak to "do you in a relaxed mood," WuWei "comfortably make capitalism", and "is the restoration of the slave 'traitor plus spiritual life". In the book about zhu said: "when literary and artistic creation, also can good can see bad... to allow works flaws...Jewelry Stores don't write to somebody else an impression, seem to sing to the people's communes, give people's communes said a fine." Yao wenyuan, plant said, "this is the so-called write light and darkness 'pay equal attention to' 'half-and-half" reactionary theory ", and "is the counterpart of the exposure dark" theory, and so on. Yao wenyuan broadcasting to the spirit of zhu was a huge blow, his eyes were dim, grief and indignation to soliloquize to say: "yao wenyuan this is place me to death!" That night, in the house didn't get a wink of sleep, zhu teetering on. The next day, he restored calm, even in this night in politics for himself made the last choice: to fight it, never yield!Jewelry Stores

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Until today, I have to admit, I still live very empty. I always thought that his own love of family, love, friendship, the love of literature, music, has been brought to their infinite beauty, has been a substantial source of their own.

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