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Reprinted from 469347861 at 14:19 on September 9th, 2010 Read (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Personal Diary
girlfriend behind my back for two years, Miss, but he gave my real love, I dance deep ai
the Iraq tonight, I like a mad man, and drink 3 times more than the usual beer. Able to get a throat infection smoking, I can not accept that fact. I do not believe me deeply lovers will walk in the dust of the road.

with us for three years, in my impression, he has been a good girl. We love each other, cherish each other. But human life is beyond the control of their own. I have only junior high school culture, took to the society, will always be a merciless beating. That period, my daily morning to evening, is tired of the climb back to bed. And she is always after me asleep, gently take off my shoes ... ...

I asked her many times, like romantic love or stimulation through thick and thin love. She said, what are not, as long as you love me enough. That moved, has inspired me to work toward the goal. Sometimes it is shame that humiliated the rich, and sometimes the boss scolded the dog will be discredited by a few, and sometimes, under a heavy rain is also shuttling in the streets. But every time I think of her sentence, all in all, I can forget about. Only to, we can have a good future.

However, the accident has come so suddenly. That time ed hardy sale, I do not care when working from sliding down the ladder, broke two ribs. When she came to the hospital face of tears, my feeling pain is over. She kept on asking me is in pain, tears have not stopped. Looked at his face, I blame, I am guilty, more who will give her happiness. At that time, every day thinking about how I let her leave me, but she seemed reassured as to fight Now you can not go.

to save money, I was discharged a few days knee surgery, back home, they can only lie in bed. During that time I do not know how, every day she swore to fight. Sometimes she still working, I called her to call, but he did not refute my sentence. One night, he suddenly told me that she later changed to night, and we should be back late. I did not think about anything, just casually should be her. Now think of it, I hate myself, why did not more to care for her again!

From that day on, every night she came back early 3-4 points. Always seemed so tired, I did not ask her. In fact, I have overlooked one very important detail, that is, she came back the body is bathed. I clearly know that we rent the house is no place to shower, even if there is, then late, then she go take a bath? The first month off, he took me to the hospital, and back and forth down to spend more than 800. I was curious how she has so much money, she just said, do not think, I will always be that you love me. I am very comfortable laugh.

Since then, she gave me a day to buy a lot of things she would say to me: her husband, get well soon Oh, wife of a man to work tired. Sentence, the phrase has never let me guilty, then, and now I remember it all. Only time I did not realize the meaning to that phrase. Three months later, my injury has been restored to almost the same. So, I started to go to work. During that time, we work together to earn save all down, just that every month I have a lot less than her a lot. And she was her words: her husband, do not think, so we saved enough money to make a small business, then, we do not so tired. Finally, in April 2008 in our common efforts, we have opened up a clothing store. But she did not and I do together, she said she was busy at work, temporarily get away, so busy when we came to take care of clothing with me. I promised her!

I have been very hard to take care of the our common store of this, because I know that this shop for me and all her efforts. The first month, costing him juicy couture tracksuit, I did not gas base. Month, shuffled around the room rate, but also earned more than 300, my peace of mind laugh. Until the first three months, the first four months of ... ... 2008 New Year's that month, I finally dig into my life in the first asset. That month, the entire month off, I made a 3. 6W. When we looked at the figures, the evening together, we hold together, crying. I said to her: his wife. You quit the job, come join us do it. She then again, where she is now very busy, so after a period of time to come with me to do. I did not force her, because I always knew she was in love with me.

after New Year, I used to earn money in a very short time expansion of the store, expanding from 8 meters to 20 square meters, move the four shopping guide. After expanding the shop, the business of the good, far beyond my imagination. The first month to net income of more than 2W. I felt my life would therefore changed. I'm not a past that has been looked down upon the workers. However, that one encounters, made me an instant heart from heaven fell into hell. I do not understand why? Why would she do to me?

not seen an old friend a few years back from the field, give me a call at night to go to KTV to sing the way to get together. I came to the house, such as about KTV, we have been drinking. Perhaps too happy, friends said casually, as the two lady looking for it. May drink too much, I actually agreed curious coincidence. After a while, someone knocked on the door, grinning friends ran to the door, the door opened only half of the young lady she was forced to pull his arms came out. I am a sober suddenly felt wrong, how her arms hug the people are so familiar. Energetically rubbed my eyes ed hardy sungalsses, I thought I was wrong. But when I cried to call out her name, her eyes confirmed the panic I'm not wrong. At that moment, my heart is broken, she shouted her name in the moment I have to cover the face and ran out. Friends surprised asked me, that lady you know it? Kept asking me. A long time juicy couture discount, I spit out the tough words, Friends only I did not chase her, instead I continued to sit there and bottle after bottle of beer was I coming down my stomach, that night, I drunk a mess. And the heart is broken mess.

friends do not know where to live, to find a hotel bar I settled down. The next day, I do not have any mood to shop inside. I took out my phone and dialed the past. When I got home, she took her things. Only the table is also placed a note that read: My dear, I'm sorry, can not always make you love me, and I betrayed you. Tears quietly streaming down, I lay in bed quietly, closed his eyes. I said to myself: I will not forgive her, I would not go for her, because she betrayed me.

I began to adapt to a person's life, I tried to numb himself busy working. Every day, I will put my schedule is full. Until that night, that a dream ... tears ... When I awakened from a dream, but i can not sleep, I began to miss her smell, and I miss her smile, I began to read everything before it. At that moment discount wedding gowns, I finally understand that the original I have always been a fool. She did everything for me, he gave me a second life, she gave me venture capital. When I finally make him a better life, she was stuck in the dirty areas that can not get out. She want to escape, but the body alone Li Bo, and she wanted me to save her, but afraid that I would know what she was doing. Now I understand, because she has always been the most bitter, most difficult juicy couture sunglasses, most poor people.

I cried, I cried out loud. Cry of the night especially miserable, has been hovering in the quiet of the night sky.

next day, I got up early to pack up the things, riding the train to her house. I can not wait to open the door of her home, her mother a man courtyards: good and sad. I did not know she would never forgive me, maybe she has a new boyfriend. Perhaps she caught in that nasty place, but I have decided, even though she still do that I also want her back. by *** Mom to my address, where I found her place. The first thing that catches my eye sight, less than 10 square meters of a small restaurant, which has a thin figure in the busy shuttling back and forth.

I also did not control the tears as the river embankment with no way out, like letting the stream. I am desperate rushed past, tight held her tight. She struggled hard struggle. but I do not let go, I know, now I must not let go, and the ears sounded words, very light, very small, I actually the crystal clear, br>
dear, this life I will not let you go, because you gave me the world's most pure, most simple, most worthy of love, I cherish, I will always love you, finish the rest of my life! (read does not turn, your mother killed by a car out today,)



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