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164758942 2010 年 01 月 03 日 12:47 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Personal Diary
love, not love. Has been in the farewell. Qunjiao flying season, missed the flowers, only finding their own happiness.
; ; ; - text / Ruo rain. Slender
Part:
September sun is still dazzling. Ground heat rushed to jump up. Cicada sound through the cloudy, hot air cried. I dragged the heavy suitcase, walking in the quiet shade of the school trail. The gap through the leafy sun, wisps of breeze in from time to time off trail to cast one oddly shaped spots. Twinkle, twinkle, dangling. This year, I high one, just school.
bright and spacious classroom, whispering voice after another. Everyone seems busy and make new friends know not different music almost. Strange and new look of the environment to stimulate the nerve endings of the excited points, all faces are obviously abnormal thrills and excitement. I was not interested in all this, but my JAY. Today is the first day of school, the teacher had just adjusted the seat. I can not wait to put books in the desk is not where the bulk of posts JAY full quote, together with the book's cover each subject,
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China's five major beauty - Qzone log, all tuned JAY was almost perfect smile.
JAY is the admiration I have been particularly male stars, long eyes, high nose, ######y lips and white skin, handsome face make people jealous. I often think how life would be so nice? Pecking as jade carving through powder in general, from the comic came out. My first love has been definitely identified is the same as boys JAY. Has the same beautiful eyes, nose, lips.
rebuff, dumbfounding. Nan Lu repeatedly urging, I make language textbook, straining lost in the past.
not long before the book was bang bang Lu Nan lost back.
a, head down, doing serious notes in class.
Nan Lu has an angular face, tanned skin reveals the health and vitality. Students say now popular single fold, the small eyes of the boys, but I think Nongmeidayan Lu Nan reveals an pressing handsome. Green years, often dream about the future of all. Including the beloved man. JAY the same as boys. Has the same facial features, and gestures between the faint scent comes out, people have only heard his heart set on the Shen Yi taste. Unlike Nan Lu, and often, and I am in the edge of war.
that afternoon, the outdoor temperature anomaly boring, dense mass of clouds descend quickly to the ground rapidly, the world shrouded in darkness. I am ready to open the self-study language class textbooks, teacher assignments done. Book cover can be found by drawing two lines JAY tears, also attached NARRATOR: How boring! ! ! Past grievances in the backlog will fall in the heart of the up Bay. Teng gave me from the bench stood up, picked up the books against Lu Nan is a while back pat. Mouth talking and said:
quiet room because of sudden volcanic eruptions while I raged, one sideways Lu Nan, looking ill, said: Nan Lu
I know the war from the first day began. Fate, such as a cast of the network, which is bound entangled. Later my desk or place where books are often as long as JAY Momin will be wonderful paintings are accompanied by narration. He was attacked from behind my back I probably do not remember how many clear of. Since then, my world without peace. Not enemies would meet somehow, I and Lu Nan is a pair of past lives as if there is no blame people frame their voices, life continues in a past life did not end the Daoxing practice. Youth in the fight, knocking quietly passed between. Boring candidate in education and career, but also because of the brush Tim Nan Lu resentment, and relish.
second part:
Slowly, I began to no longer hear him Nan Lu. Something right, like Tang Tang boys sitting behind me chatting. We talked together most of the time music. Tang Tang said he liked ANDY, I said I like JAY.
Tang Tang is the kind of very quiet, very gentle boy. Fair complexion of the skin, lean back, smile looming two lovely dimples. And Lu Nan and I are like two hedgehogs, meet always ready to maintain a posture of war. I said, Don, you listen to the cliff of love, OK? You have learned to learn tracks sing for me, OK? I want you to sing back to the past? Today I saw a boy at school seems a long JAY, I think he is so handsome ah! Said these words, Tang Tang will laugh at me, very gentle smile, eyes seem to have an unpredictable things in flash, touch dead.
I love him so gentle laugh, such as the lilies open refreshing. I think these words say if Lu Nan, he will face contempt, idiot, ah, like an animal in nature! Also took the opportunity to take the opportunity to knock my head told me not to daydream out. Always thought, Lu Nan, my heart is a specialized bully me, I will only look bad scoff stupid people.
Lu Nan put on a look of innocent replied.
From then on, I no longer take the fan and Lu Nan. Tang Tang is still like saying Gesanchaiwu and music, said JAY. Tang Tang, as always, to me, smiled a gentle and quiet, whisper to listen to my tale, fairy opera in the beautiful youth, I was like a princess Chongni.
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fell to the defeat JAY temperament resembles the next. Since then, the boys look like JAY became Tang Tang talked a lot about my topic. I will eat when he sat in a place close by him. Will be broadcast across numerous gymnastic arm when looking for his shadow. Kai Shuifang will see when he went to the bedroom and sisters to fight initiative to help hot water. These moves, I will tell Tang Tang.
I said, Don, I saw him today. Today, I heard his friends call him the way Gouzai. I know he is the promises of art classes. Tang Tang will have a dimple in his customary manner of a smiling, gentle voice with me. Listen, I tell him the same as the boys look like the promise JAY bit by bit.
days accompanied with Tang Tang, my Nan Lu is no line of sight, only occasionally in study hall hours, watching his back in a daze, staring blankly. Often take the tit for tat with him before God in days. Seems to have been a very long way off, far to the sudden interruption of the thought, no way to pick up the broken screen, put together the imagination, with a total less of what is promised.
Part III:
When I was, as always, love to listen to the cliff and Don, as always, peep that, when boys like JAY, Lu Nan has a girlfriend. The girl sitting in the front row. Oval face, watery eyes, clear bottom, a beautiful black long hair, Nightingale generally pleasant voice, gentle and docile.
I rarely talk to Nan Lu
bickering, because he more often take care of the girls. He'd never seen before I see her gentle eyes. He will speak to her carefully. Do not treat me like the same nasty, the ton of bricks. I know they love time. End of the semester is fast approaching, the winter sky snow, Durian, the cold wind blowing whistle, and I often inexplicable tears, accompanied by the slightest of pain.
few people at noon in the classroom. Nan Lu happened today does not go out. I raised my hand, ready to shoot back Nan Lu. Lift your arms up in the air to stay a few seconds, hesitant. Eventually I reached for his back. Lu Nan turned around and asked, what I do for you? Prior to that overbearing, nasty tone is gone. I try to mouth upward, revealing a very unnatural smile, said nothing, that I wish you and your honey happy snow! Finished, his head buried in the tables were filled order books.
tears dropped like beads, could not stop the fall down. I can not cry openly, because I never know, which I really enjoy watching him play the way., Which I really like to see his white jersey., Which I really like him knock on my head, saying that I like fool. I like to listen to the original, he said, and you wearing today is very beautiful. I will be very satisfied very satisfied,
エアマックス95, although he only told me once.
days later I tried to not see his eyes. I try to control the mood was not quarrel with him, no longer even speak to him. I try to mind buried in the heart, filled with talking him if nothing had happened, and honey and Don Snow. All efforts in the snow to see him and hugged when the honey completely collapse.
muddy muddy cloud my back bedroom from the classroom, full of the brain is the lingering shadow of Nan Lu, turn down the stairs, looked up and saw the snow Lu Nan and honey embraced with the figure, all efforts to maintain and fall apart at that moment, I went crazy, crying corner of the basketball court. To the piercing cry, regret and pain.
next day, I did not go to school. Imagine sitting in the corner of the playground to play basketball like his. Think back to the days of his fight. Said to myself, this is the last time miss him, until Don found me on the court. Tang Tang's forehead, nose around the urgent search for leaking a little bit when you sweat, shortness of breath. Eyes in the sudden heat wave blurred my sight.
I said, Don, we love it. Tang overwhelmed like a child. Shy smile on his face thrown up, sweet sweet. But my heart is like the bitter coffee. I am very happy the way of containing Lu Nan,
Dragonfly on your shoulders you - Qzone log, I love, bless me! The first time he and I did not quarrel with the very serious Nan Lu looked at me very seriously that you'll be happy! Blossom end of times, seems to have the spring as the flowering of the twelfth lunar month days, eyes looked, the branches were suppressed under the weight of snow, a depression. I shall be looking at him, choking to heart pain, pain. I even hope to see from his eyes a little bit of disappointment, a little bit of sadness. At least that I know he had a little bit of care.
Part IV:
days, like water-like, peaceful passing. Lu Nan still favor the dense snow. The Tang had nurtured me as.
longing for a taste, as appreciation of a defect in the United States, and then very, very small voice, telling you strong to face. Lu Nan, I tried to drive out from my heart, I try to control the eyes, no longer floats unconsciously have his corner. I know that I Tang Tang unfair, but I had tried, but it has been impossible, Tang Tang care of me in every possible way which I deeply into self-blame.
looked at the hands of the glare of orange Tang Tang, memory Tude and Lu Nan, falling to eat the orange first time in.
bought I looked at orange, brains do not know how complete it brushed aside. Only sound you hear how stupid Nan Lu, ah, immediate orange flash, Lu Nan had the orange took over. Orange is the first force had rubbed the skin to complete the sweep aside the ah. At that time, I know how to completely sweep away an orange. After that,
エアマックス2011, I often intentionally buy a lot of oranges, each time Lu Nan, poke me, I told him that he was the first person to help me dial orange, orange would think after they see him. When days are blue, the sun was warm, the wind out of date Montreal orange flavor.
I was just like hiding in the corner listening to the songs of the little girl JAY, Lu Nan appeared completely changed my life,
80 most popular High School buzzwords - Qzone log, I become like talking, like to laugh. Although he always hit me, tease me, but every word he often funny, I laugh. Sometimes I secretly hide in a corner of the stadium to see his charisma on the pitch.
Sometimes you love a person, in fact, just your own thing, like a one-man show. In the end, the most moving of people, but yourself. Don and I finally
KISS, and suddenly thought you would like, crazy feeling lonely breed spread. Tang Tang in and love the first 100 days, and finally, out of the depression in my heart the words of many a time. Tang Tang, we break up! Soon the college entrance examination, we should concentrate on learning.
Why,
nike air max, the moment we grew up in the wind. Those flowers, those sunsets, those who simply clear the time, those bright youth,
ナイキ エアマックス, and young sadness, what is through my body, flowing so clean?
end of the story:
high school we went to their respective universities, Lu Nan and honey snow continue their love story. Tang Tang now has found his princess, I have found my home. I knocked on my head, he would not call me stupid, I would not like forcing him to JAY. We will walk together holding hands, large and small corner of the corner, we will KISS, but no longer Nan Lu, Tang Tang is no longer there, nor JAY.
JAY
only occasionally heard when the song will be think of them. Remember those lost young years. Tang Tang Lu Nan who have had a JAY day. Thinking, I happy!
Although I ever loved. Although I have fond memories. Love is not love. Has been in the farewell. Qunjiao flying season, missed the flowers, only finding their own happiness.